Charlight: jelousy

jealousy

lights diary POV

look I know for the past year I pretended I hated Charlie and honestly I never did I just I'm a shy person and I don't want people thinking bad of me so I never ever confessed my love to Charlie.

Even though I know I should but it just feels so weird now because everyone is getting shipped with her I mean Levi, Jade, even Luca even though they are just best friends but I can't help but get... Jealous?

I know it sounds so weird since I built this whole reputation of hating Charlie and not accepting her love but now I want her better than ever. In the Q&A video I even admitted to it but she didn't seem happy like she normally would she seemed upset? Like she wanted me to say that a long time ago and I know she did but I never had the guts I wish I did...

and I know I shouldn't but I'm getting worried about the ships. I mean her and Jade never separate now even though the Jade always treated her so badly. Her and Luca I know they're just friends but I feel like Luca definitely likes her I know Charlie doesn't feel the same but maybe she will one day? And Levi I'm not trying to sound gay... heh but who could resist him if he really did like Charlie she would not be able to say no what have I done. I know I need to confess to her eventually...