ABUSED

My story

TW:mentions of rape, abuse

Hello everyone, My name is Brianna but you can call me Bri and I'm currently 19. My life has not always been a bed of roses ever since, I was 13.

It all started when my biological father divorced my mom (I think I was 11 then) . Anyways, my mom felt so devastated when it happened and my siblings and I didn't know how to comfort her then.

Two years passed and my mom finally remarried another man (let's just call him John for private reasons)

At that time, I was so happy that I had a complete family and that I wouldn't be taunted again at school for not having a dad.

At the beginning, everything seemed to go well with my mom and John. They were so lost in their romance (as I had thought).

Not until after a few months and I began to notice John act so weird towards me. He'd always buy me stuffs that I never needed like underwears and so on and when I told this to my mom, she just said he was just trying to be a good step dad.

He'd always compliment my body (puberty, guys) saying that he liked my little curves and that I'm now growing into a big and beautiful girl.

I can remember when my siblings (I have three siblings two boys and a little girl) and my mom went out leaving me and John alone in the house (cause I had to complete some of my homeworks) .

John came into my room while I was busy and asked me if I wanted to watch a movie with him , in which I declined stating the fact that I was busy.

He persuaded me to watch the movie with him and after a while I agreed (foolish, me)

I noticed that we were going over to his room and when I asked why , he simply told me that he didn't want to watch the movie in the living room that it seemed so boring.

Without speaking any further, we eventually went to his room. He made me sit on the bed next to him. I hesitated for a bit then agreed.

The movie started and I noticed John snake his hand around my waist. My breath stiffened as he did that. He had never done this before, why now?

Halfway through the movie, I noticed the sensual scenes that showed on the TV. I told him that I couldn't watch the movie but he didn't even say a word but instead he looked at me for a while then began to kiss my neck.

I pushed him with all my might and wanted to slap him . Asking him what came over him, he simply told me that he's in love with me. At that moment I felt so sick that i might puke.

I wanted to run off but the door was surprisingly locked and the mf was with the key.

I tried to scream for help but he grabbed me and threw me on the bed. Hot tears gushed out of my eyes as I watched him remove his shirt.

He then threatened me not to scream or else I'd regret it. To cut the story short, he raped me also threatening that I'd die if I ever spoke about it.

For a long time, I kept my mouth shut and the abuse continued. He'd come to my room at night and sleep with me and on the days I don't obey or hid to him, he'd beat the hell out of me, causing me many bruises, that I'd use makeup to cover up.

I became so depressed and sometimes, I'd even try to commit suicide.

This continued until my mom found out and John also beat her up when she tried to confront him about it.(I was 15)

He beat my mom to the extent that she almost died then to make it worse, he raped me in front of her and I couldn't help but see the pain in her eyes as she watched her daughter been raped by the monster she married.

All this finally came to an end when my neighbor phoned the police and reported the situation and minutes later the police arrived then took him away and now he's serving a jail term in prison.

And also , I'm now a mother to a three year old girl that was from my stepfather aka monster.