Only Casually (Questioning my Existence)

2:49am march 7th 2015

My existence is practically meaningless

The meaning of life is to avoid death at all costs till it's time for it to stop avoiding you.

Being alive is just that being alive

There's nothing to it

We grew up, we were raised thinking the world is ok and everyone is ok

But we were all lied to

Nobody likes being lied to

And if life isn't perfect why live

Man this sounds like a suicide note...but that's certainly not what this is

Its questioning why we exist...why we are ment to live...why why is death so scary

I want to die because I'm scared of dying

Because I don't know

why we exist

why I exist

why i should live

why is everything how it is

why are we lied to by everyone as kids

why do we grow up

Why do we die

I'm scared of what may happen in the future

I'm scared of why

I'm scared of the truth

But that a all I want

The future to be perfect

To know why

I really want the truth

But my existence is so meaning less

I just don't know why