I am loved || Harry x reader || year one || on going

What are these feelings?

Well, it was time for potions. I was quite nervous standing at the entrance way to the classroom. Harry stood beside me. Yet I couldn't seem to take my eyes off of him. It was strange. I had this strange feeling in my stomach. Like butterflies floating around. I let it slide. Maybe it was just me being nervous about asking Snape that question.

That's what I wanted it to be. Or well sort of. Why? I wasn't sure. I looked at the classroom. I sighed. It was time for class. I looked at Harry. He looked back. We nodded at each other before walking in. We took our seats quickly. Well... it was question time. Or at least when class started. Snape made his was to the front of the class

' ' hello students, as you know this is a no wand class. One student decided that it was and almost blew their face off. ' '

I looked at Harry. He looked at me. He kind of looked scared. Of course I was too yet I didn't want to show or say it. I shook my head then returned my attention to Snape. Class started.

After a minute I raised my hand. He looked over. He let out a sigh. He made his way over.

' ' what is it l/n? ' '

' ' well.. I have a question. ' '

' ' is it about this class? ' '

' ' it's actually about the troll. ' '

' ' then no. ' '

' ' but... ' '

' ' get back to work l/n ' '

He walked away. I watched him. I looked at Harry and shrugged. He looked at me with a 'I don't know ether' type of look. I simply let out a frustrated sigh. We both returned to working.

Soon when class ended, which felt like a century to me, we met up with Hermione and ron. They looked at us. We simply shook our head. Ron scrunched up his face and mione looked at the ground.

' ' he wouldn't even take the question. ' ' I said.

' ' what?! Why? ' ' ron looked at them.

' ' I don't know! ' '

Ron kicked angrily. Hermione let out a hiss. I looked at her. I sighed. The rest of the day flew by. I sat down on the couch. Soon of course I was joined by Harry, Ron, and Hermione. They sat next to me.

' ' he wouldn't even listen. ' ' Harry said

' ' what?? ' ' ron growled

' ' yea! He didn't even pay attention! ' ' I chimed in.

' ' wow.. ' ' mione said.

After a bit of speaking on the subject ron and Hermione retired to their dorms. I watched them walk off. Sighing I looked back at Harry. The butterflies were back. Yeah. It definitely wasn't nervousness from potions. I didn't know what it was. I blinked. What was this.

' ' hey uh.. y/n. ' '

' ' yeah? ' '

' ' so.. what are we gonna do? ' '

' ' what? ' '

' ' how are we gonna find out who let the troll in? ' '

' ' we'll find out. I promise! ' '

He nodded in response. I couldn't find it in me to say anything else. I was so nervous. I didn't know why. Harry was my best friend. I knew him. Or who he was in this moment. Okay why was a so shaky? He didn't seem to notice. Or well I hope he didn't notice. 

He didn't seem to. I scoured my thoughts to try to find something to converse about. Yet.. I couldn't think of anything. Nothing came to mind. Nothing at all. This frustrated me. It frustrated me that I couldn't think. He seemed to notice this since he spoke up.

' ' are you alright? ' '

' ' yeah.. just frustrated about earlier. ' '

' ' that makes sense. ' '

' ' yeah.. I wish he would answer the question. ' '

' ' yeah. He was avoiding it though.. maybe that's because he let the troll in! ' '

I nodded. Maybe that was it. Maybe that was why he wouldn't talk. I smiled. Well, I wanted to talk to Harry more. He stood up. I look at him. He looked at me for a second before speaking,

' ' well, I'm going to bed. Goodnight! ' '

I smiled and bid him goodnight. He returned to his dorm. I sat there for a second. Pretty soon I stood up and fell asleep. I fell into a dream.

We stood there face to face. Me and Harry. We stared into each others eyes. The butterflies in my stomach worse than ever, but we're just friends. We're just friends right? Harry sighed. I looked around the room we were in. The ceiling was high up. There was no furniture. I found this confusing. Was this not a classroom? It was just a empty room. I looked back at Harry. Soon he spoke,

' ' y/n... I gotta tell you something. ' '

' ' what is it Harry? ' '

' ' I like you.. ' '

' ' what? ' '

' ' I like you.. like.. love you. I'm in love with you. ' '

' ' Harry! I love you too! ' '

Quickly he pulled me into a hug. I closed my eyes. I felt safe in his arms. I felt warm inside. I took a deep breath.

I woke up in my own bed the next morning. I looked at the bedside table. It was just a dream. A dream. Damn. I looked up at the roof. I slipped out of bed and changed. I headed to the grand hall.