THE WAY IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE.

UNKNOWN CONNECTION

I have been trying to remember the location of flexor palmaris fricking longus for past two hours. This human anatomy is as confusing as a girl's mood swings.

You can never ever understand everything, there always be something missing and in the end , you are definitely doomed.

We are having anatomy test on this Saturday. But our class schedule and that idiotic session with seniors are not leaving much choice.

We are gonna fail with no ifs and buts. I can see my perfectly shining answer sheet which will be as clean as my mind right now.

I can understand there's lot to learn but can't these idiots of science name them something else. They can use simple names like.... Like.... Like..... Whatever. Anything can be easy compared to extensor carpi radialis longus.
First, I have to remember four words for a tiny muscle and that too in a sequential way. Hahaha wtf.

My forhead is steaming and I can easily boil my cold coffee just by touching it. I am going to die soon because of this torture.

Our teachers said that there will be fun after you join a medical school. By God I want to stab that one who lied to us, who fooled us knowing that we are innocent.
I saw time and my eyes bulged out.
It's been only twenty minutes but felt like eternity.
A soft melody erupted in my room in between my failed attempts to absorb these absurd sentences.
I picked up the phone without taking a glance on the screen.

"Hey munchkin, what's going on? ", a voice holding the power to control me and my consciousness filled in my system.
It's like air sucked out of my system. I forgot how to make a sentence, what to say. What if I make fool of myself by blabbering something stupid? My insecurities gripped my tongue making me unable to say a word.

"Hey are you there? ", he spoke again.

" Yeah, yeah. I'm well nice awesome. " Oh dumbo, there you go.

He chuckled at my response. How could be God so unfair? He gave all the qualities to this young man. How can be someone hot, handsome, sexy, cool, cute and smart at the same time?

In between our conversation,
"Well Thea, did you get a boyfriend or not? " He asked.
I want to laugh at irony of this question. How could he ask such stupid question when he knows me?

"Nope, I got only books and lots of assignments till now, Amaan. " I replied.

"Don't be nerd always. You are so cute. Live a little, experience something new munchkin. " He advised.

That's what I am, in his eyes just plain cute nerd. Why I'm hopelessly in love with this guy who is also my best friend's ex.

Hey, no need to judge me ok. I liked him way before I came to know about Samyra. If I had known previously, I think I would survive this heartbreak.

On that winter day, I was waiting for the bus on the bus station. After almost fifteen minutes, it arrived. I sat on the window side of a three seater. Soon two boys also joined me.
Everything was ice cold but my heart skipped a beat for the first time. I was feeling nervous for unknown reason.
The boy on the farthest side started talking to his friend on the phone. But his cursing was making me uncomfortable.

Suddenly the middle one gestured him to lower his voice. May be he noticed my uneasiness or not. But I felt warm. The heat radiating from his body, I surely can sense him in future without seeing his face.
To be honest, I was so coward to see his face. I engrossed myself in my book which was a routine for me since last four years.

Not wanting to draw extra attention, I started reading my biology book. I never found any inappropriate word in this whole book till now. But now each and every sentence making me feel embarrassed.