porcelain -yoonmin-

chapter 14

Jimin POV (two-month skip)

I stumble into my apartment it's like 5 pm I just got off work I open the door and close it behind me I hear the sounds of the TV I sigh and take off my shoes and walk further into the apartment.

I walk to the living room and there he is on my couch in my hoodie that's way too big on him all cozy all my couch.

"Really suga? I told you that key was for emergencies only" I huffed as I walked into the living room his eyes on the TV.

"I did have an emergency," he said looking at me his hair is beyond messy and got a little longer.

"And that was?" I asked he smiled

"You have better snacks and all the cool TV programs! Like HBO MAX and Disney plus", he said I sighed and sat next to him.

"Okay using me for my snacks and TV programs but...why are you wearing my clothes," I asked he smiled at me and my heart almost exploded.

"I got cold" he pouted batting his eyelashes at me I scoffed trying to ignore the way my heart was beating.

"Whatever you have your own apartment but almost every day I come home and you here eating me out of house and home," I said he shrugged and feed me some chips.

"Pretty people like me can get away with anything and I like your place better it's cozy and smells like you I feel safe here" he hummed happily.

I smiled at him over the past two months we have gotten closer we hang out almost every day unless one of us is working he sends me texts and stupid TikTok's all day I'm learning more about him his likes his dislikes about his past about his school what he wants to do in the future.

We are getting so close becoming great friends...and I should be happy that he trusts me enough to be this close to him without having to pay him for his time but...

My feelings didn't slow down over the last two months they grew they exploded It's not just a small crush anymore every time he smiles at me every time he says my name every small touch makes it harder for me not to spill my feelings or grab his cute face and kiss him.

I noticed Suga is very touchy but he likes to initiate the touches or ask me to do something like he would lay his head on my lap cuddling my thigh and ask me to play with his hair while we would watch a movie he would play with my hands we act like a couple but were not.

Taehyung likes to say he is stringing me along that I'm acting like the boyfriend but not getting any of the benefits that Suga's acts without any feelings attached to them.

Yeah that's hurts because maybe it's true maybe he doesn't feel the same way

But I don't care

I love him

"Jimin!" I hear it snapped me out of my trace

"Uh, what?" I said he smiled and poked my cheek

"You totally zoned out just staring at my face am I that pretty?" He asked

You're beautiful...like the sunset like the ocean

I scoffed "Haha no I was wondering why your face is so round like a cantaloupe," I said he glared at me

"Did you just compare me to a melon?" He huffed I shrugged and laid back on the couch rubbing my face I feel a poke to my side I look at him "You okay? Hard day at work?" He asked and I just to loosen my tie

"Yeah kinda...my dad visited today and really beat me down same old same old I'm a failure a disappointment a mistake..." I said looking down but I feel him grab my chin to lift it a warm hand on my cheek.

"Hey don't say stuff like that because none of it is true I'm proud of you Jimin your amazing once you took over that hotel for your dad the number and profits tripled you're getting more guest and attention before you it was about to close but you brought it back to life so fuck him I'm proud of you," he said and his words didn't help my feelings I move my hand to his that was on my cheek and intertwined our fingers.

"Thank you...that means a lot especially coming from you" I whispered looking at him he smiled

"Well I'm sick of him treating you like shit I will punch I swear next time I see him it's on" he huffed I chuckled and let it his hand pinch his cheek.

"Such a scary kitten you are," I said he swatted my hand away.

"Don't call me kitten!" He said I chuckled and snatched the bag of chips away from him he whined.

"Stop eating all my snacks," I said sitting back again "You know a relationship is a two-way street I give you snacks but all you give me is a high electricity bill," I said he took the bag back.

"Excuse you what relationships do you speak of? I'm just using you for your cool apartment and endless snacks" he joked but it stung a little bit I didn't let it show.

"Whatever let's go to the movie room and watch Godzilla I'll order some chicken if you want," I said he shook his head and stood up.

"Cant I gotta go I have homework and I have to study and do laundry" he pouted taking off my hoodie giving it to me.

"No, keep it," I said he shook his head

"Nah it's cold in here but warm outside it's may," he said while he stretched a little.

"Oh...okay Um how about tomorrow then," I said he shook his head again.

"No can do got an appointment tomorrow," he said my heart dropped a little because I know who he is gonna go see.

"He books you every week and you stay out all day with him..." I whispered looking at the hoodie it kinda smells like him.

"Work is work and he is cool a guy I like spending time with him," he said going to the door I follow him.

"Could you at least tell me his name? Maybe I know him you said he was another son of a CEO I probably know him just tell me his name?" He glared at me a little.

"Jealousy isn't pretty on you and I'm not telling you anything it's private I'll see you later or whatever," he said and left out the door.

Each time he leaves without a care in the world it hurts a lot

Maybe he doesn't feel the same way at all...

It's all one-sided, isn't it?

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storytime of my own I tried to sneak out yesterday at like 10 pm but ur girl got caught :(