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Y/n has been dating Lena for 2 years nowY/n POV -
💭It's 2 am why can't I sleep I want to sleep ahhhhhh let me sleep Brian turn off Lena looks cute is she wearing my top what do I care she looks cute...maybe if I close my eyes really tight I'll fall asleep💭
You close your eyes really tight feeling your nose tightened at the top and your eyes lids close your eyelashes touch your bags under yours your face feels tight and your eyes brows rise down slightly
💭this isn't working I feel dumb💭
You open your eyes and look around the room Lena is wrapped around your body so you don't want to move and wake her up
💭should I wake Lena up no she's sleeping she has work maybe....oh she's smiling she's so damm cute how am I so lucky...am hungry oh god I hope my stomach doesn't make a noise okay think about something else....sex no that's not a good idea...Lena in a pantsuit with her hair up in a hair ponytail...oh god stop don't think about that....do we need to go shopping💭
You continue to think about any random things that come to mind hoping your stomach won't make a noise trying to be quiet but all you want to do is get out of bed and go on a walk with Lena you would do it at the beginning of your relationship with Lena she was always happy to go with you she understood that's what you needed
💭I wonder what Lena is dreaming about or maybe she's not dreaming what if she's having a bad dream should I wake up her and ask no that dumb leave her alone she looks peaceful y/n💭
You run your fingers through Lena's hair slowly and softly trying not to what her up you think back to when you told Lena about your ADHD (I actually have ADHD so don't get mad at me I was diagnosed when I was 10)
*flashback*
💭I need to tell Lena and I know we have only been dating for a couple of weeks but it's the right thing to do right💭
You knock on Lena's office door you hear Lena say from inside her office
Lena - come in
You walk into Lena's office and see her sat at her desk clearly frustrated with her work you smile at her trying to make her feel batter
Y/n - you okay?
You ask as you sit on the chair Opposite her and smile again she lets out a sigh and sit Further into
Her Chair She brings her hand to the bridge of her nose and using 2 fingers squeezes the top of her nose