“Hello my name is Ella Johnson and I will be your Ligurest for today.”
I look around in the church and like always my eyes get fixed on Brad. I try and focus back but it doesn’t work. “I wish he knew” I think.
“Now you may past the peace.” I always hate this part because I always do it with Brad last, and his hands are so soft and fit perfect with mine. Every time we hold hands all the memories flood back to me.
“You may be seated” Rev. Kelly says.
I sit next to Brad like always and he messes with me like always. During the prayers when our pastor tells us to take the hand of the person next to us I take Brads hand and it’s so perfect. I love it…and him. After the prayer is done I let go of Katarina’s hand and I try to let go of Brads hand but he won’t let me. This is always the hard part.
We hold hands until the end of church service. Then he finally let’s go and hugs me.
I think he almost kissed me too…
