Everything has changed Fifth Harmony

Chapter 1: separate lives (Ally B)

Before you read this read the inteoduction because there are things I changed

August 5, 2020
9:00 AM

"Hi guys, thank you so much for listening to this podcast, for today's content will be what is it like to be a star with one of our special guest, my mentor, my adviser, my friend please all welcome Ms. Demi Lovato" i said to the microphone and pressed the clapping sound button. As what is written above, you read it right It's me Ally, one-fifth ex member of the most popular group label a as "Fifth Harmony" and yes, my guest is Demi Lovato after how many times i tried of convincing her to be part of this podcast.

"So Demi, how are you? I last saw you since... your birthday last year and wow, days from now it will be your birthday" I said. I didn't even know why I mentioned that. Last year all the members in the fifth harmony were invited in her birthday party and let's say it didn't end well since Simon, was there she doesn't know what happened in that time though

"I'm good! It has been what? A year! I missed hanging with you!" Demi knows about the situation. All though we do not see each other we always ask about texts and talk about life, about problems and everything she really does a good job being a friend and a mentor

"So let's talk about your life since at a young age you started acting and you were a role model to the youth, how does it feel? Was there any pressure"

"Well it's not like you aren't a role model to others, I mean look at you! I have people asking me to givee presents and letters for you and the girls when we were touring for the Neon Lights. Wow! I missed those days" she smiled but half-hearted smiled

I laughed while small flashbacks came to my mind. Yes it was really fun hanging out with those girls, we were young and were having the best times but then after how many years the management changed.

I frowned a bit "yeah, i missed those days, i even missed the girls" smiled wide since it was the truth although there were and are misunderstanding I really missed them especially when fans mention or tweet "Fifth Harmony" or when i see a throwback picture of us, i can't help but cry at the thought that we spent 5-6 years everyday, our birthdays, success and failures of each and every one of us and very fast, like a snap it ended. Sometimes we really have to move on

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"It was really nice having you Demi, thank you so much! After months of convincing, you finally agreed" laughed "it was so nice to be able to get to know you, even while you are successful it really shows that you are very down to earth" Demi let out her infamous laugh which we all love

"Thank you so much Ally! Yes finally my shedule fit for this podcast of yours!" She said sarcastically and we laughed

"No but seriously thank you for having me here it was really fun and amazing that i get to recall some of my memorable moments in showbiz. And I really want to thank you because you consider me as a mentor, and i was able to see you grow, as well as the others thank you for letting me experience and watch you grow in your own beautiful ways and i will always be here for you watching from behind clapping for all the success" she said almost crying

"Demi, your mean! You are making me cry" I can feel them slowly going up, my voice cracking but I have to move on to refrain from crying because when I will cry I know that I might cry until tomorrow

"Before I start to cry, Demi what are your message to your lovatics, and your advice to the people? and please invite them for your upcoming activities" I ask changing the heartfelt topic

"To all my family, my stength, lovatics out there, i just want to thank you for supporting me throughout my journey, it has been a long ride for us, i am sorry for letting you guys down, I just want to be a perfect role-model (stream Sober by Demi Lovato) I may not always express it to you guys but I love you! I hope you will continue on supporting me with my journey especially next week I will be having a special birthday documentary via YouTube I hope you all will watch we will continue some of the things unsaid here and because I still have lots to share with you all, and always remember, skyscraper and i love you all!"

"Thank you guys don't forget to support also my book: Finding your Harmony and Demi's new single, and her birthday documentary"

Then the podcast ended. I immidiately hugged her and thanked her multiple times.

"Thank you so much for joining! Do you have anything on your schedule today?" I asked

"Nope, i don't have anything, guess i'm not really popular then huh?" Smirked. That is always her joke when she has nothing to do

"Want to go and grab lunch? Those topic made me hungry" she laughed. She understands what I am talking about.

Demi continues to keep in touch with us, even Camila and while some are really happy and wants Demi to let us gather in one place in hopes of us having a reunion, some have been wondering if we feel betrayed and all since Demi is friends with all of us given the situation. For me i don't feel betrayed since I know she understands and respects me to not talk about them but sometimes we do talk about them especially because there are certain times when i missed them since I do not know how they are right now since I am not really active in their lives although sometimes I see updates from their account not like before, where I get to talk to them

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While talking about our lives, I remembered her birthday is near and I asked her what she would want present she wants for her birthday

"Nothing really the present i would like to receive from you is your presence" she said while looking down. I know that look that look same as last year when she went to my house physically there with invitation in her hands and invited me BUT she didn't tell me that the others will be there. I was schocked and at the same time sad because she could have told me to help me prepare mentally.

"I know that look" i said then took a bite and savored my last piece of fries.

"What look?" She asked. One thing about my friendship with Demi is when we started to be close, i learned how to read her. I know when she's not in the mood for jokes, or when she's angry, happy, when to destroy her mood. Kidding on the last part but i learned how to study her and right now I know she's hiding something. Either she invited the girls or/and Simon. I am okay if she invited the girls but the last one if she invited Simon I don't know if I want to go especially because of last year.

"I have a strong feeling you invited the girls, i'm okay with that" i saw her let out a breath she has been holding for how many seconds now.

"I will go to the party if I do not have any schedule that time" not wanting her to know about the Simon situation in her birthday last year and at the same time I do not want to be party downer

"So where is that party of yours and who among the fifth harmony are going?" Curiosity hit me.

"Well the party will be at my house, theme is aloha bring your swimsuit. Don't worry there won't be any boys except for Matt just a small party I am planning to have my birthday party in the 21st evening which I really want you to come it's just party pure party there will be boys in that day though. As for your second question everyone will come" really? Everyone agreed?

"Even Camila?" She nodded.

After that we just talked until we decided to go home. On the way home, there were already papparazi waiting outside bombarding us with questions. Questions that even I have a hard time answering. I just smiled, went to the car of Demi silently praying for them to leave.

Closing the door, i exhaled

"Things never change huh?" I asked and she agreed

After Demi dropped me of at my house. I opened my social media, specifically twitter and surprise is an understatement with what I am feeling right now. The first trending spot is PodcastWithAllyandDemi. I screenshot it and posted it in my Instagram thanking Demi and those who supported. After that I  did my night routine and did my social media checking until I felt my eyelids being heavy and so I decided to sleep.

Hi guys! I just want to thank you for reading my story!! :)