-rens pov-
Today's valentines day and I wake up the next morning and see all the boys besides nash downstairs
"Guys weres nash"i said
"Oh he went to go get something from the store he should be back soon"theu all said looking at the tv
"Ok well I'm gonna make waffles want any"i said grabbing the mix
"Yea thankyou mom"they all yelled
"Guys be quiet my children are sleeping"i said shushing them
"Sorry mom"they all said quieter then matts phone went off and he went out side then he came running in up to me and look like he had tears in his eyes
"Matt what's wrong"i screamed at him
"I-it's n-nash"he said out of breath
"WHAT TELL MATT PLEASE"i screamed and the kids woke up
"He got into a car accident and he's not waking up"matt said more tears streaming down his face
"What"i said in a whisper and now I fell to the ground and blacked out but I could here sounds
"Ren please wake up we have to go see nash"i herd carter say while he was shaking me I then opened my eyes
"I need him we need to leave Matt and jack j have to stay here with the kids everyone else can come"i said out of breath
i then grabbed the Keys and ran with tears streaming down my face I could feel everything in slowmotion so I told cater to drive mad he was speeding be jade there was nobody around we then get to the hospital and I run to the lady at the desk
"Hi w-what r-room I-is n-n-nash g-g-grier"i said shaking
"Oh honey he's 110 south"the lady said with sorrow in her eyes I ran to the room and the doctor came to me before I could open the door
"Oh sweetie u can't go in there"the doctor said and I just cried more
"Why he's my husband I need to see him please"i cried
"Mam ur husband only has a 15 percent chance of living"the doctor said and I fell to the ground crying then I just sat in the corner crying the guys would try to give me food but I refused
"Ren u gotta eat nash will be happy please just eat" carter said
"Fine can u get me Taco Bell please"i said trying to calm down
"Yes I will be back soon" carter said because we are practically brother and sister
Carter left so I was just on sniffling every now and then I was scrolling through Twitter and then I herd someone ask the desk lady
"Hi I'm here to see Nash Grier"the girl said
"Yes room 110 south"the desk lady said
I figured it was just his mom or something so I didn't look up but I wasn't allowed in because of some stupid rule that I should wait then a few minuets later the women came out and left so I just waited until carter came back with my Taco Bell so I hugged him and told him to sit
"Did u get any for yourself"i said taking the bag
"No I just want u to eat"he said
"Aw carter it's fun here have one of my quesadillas"i said handing him the package
"No Ren it's fine" carter said
"I will only eat of u do too"i said knowing he would eat with me