Hi it's me again I believe today will be the last day anyone has heard from me I'm thinking on hanging myself or jumping off a bridge
I'm a failure I had a discussion with my parents and I saw the disappointed looks on their faces
I'm nothing but a Failure
They don't notice your Tears
They don't notice your pain
They only notice your MistakesMy siblings tell me to quit beating myself up
But I can't there are voices in my head telling me to kill myself
My first kick In my mom's womb
Was a DisappointmentMy first breath of air
Was a DisappointmentMe being born
Was a DisappointmentMe loving was a Disappointment
Maybe I could have second thoughts and not kill myself
But I should kill myself
And if I die Remember I still love y'all
If I had a gun I would put to my head and pull the trigger cause I want to die
If I had a blade I would cut veins and bleed to Death
Bye bye cruel world