I knew I fell in love when I wanted to know more.
I wanted to be closer.
I wanted to be noticed.
I wanted to be aknowledged
I wanted them to know I existed.
I really didn't care at that point that I was invading their privacy. I just wanted to know what they were doing outside of their idol life.
This is where my scary obsession started.
I would become friends with people who selled illegal information such as a fight info, numbets, kkts, and more. I saved money and boarded their plane. I loved being close to them. when we landed all I wanted was to get as close as I can. I would even try to touch them. But staff were in the way..
Even if I got a members attention or if they notice me I'd be happy.
they know I exist
Even so. I desired to know more..
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Sasaeng Life
Non-Fictioni knew i fell in love when i wanted more. i wanted him to look at me. i want him to know I exist.
