Izone - She's a little ?

6

Chaewon's pov : 

I don't know how, but I woke up in the middle of the afternoon in my bed, I have an idea but I hope I didn't cause any trouble to Eunbi unnie or that nobody saw me, would be the shame... a 21-year-old adult who thinks she's a little girl. Yes I don't assume my illness at all, if I would have known before Eunbi unnie told me I would have keep it to myself, I would have just ... leave the group and I'd be living alone away..but I don't know how Eunbi unnie made me stay, she knew how to find the words to reassure me.

Getting up, I look at my phone to see if I have no notification and yes I have one... my mother wants to see me urgently in the afternoon... she told me she'd be waiting for me at the corner of the street in the park. I text her that I'll be there in 10 minutes and I get ready.

I think you may have noticed that I don't have a good relationship with my parents, especially my mother. She doesn't approve of what I do as an idol, I feel like she doesn't like me at all, she always finds a way to criticize me.

Coming out of my room, I see the others on the couch talking and watching a movie

"Unnies"I call them softly for one not to scare them and two not to wake Nako and Hitomi. Turning around most of them look at me in confusion, it's normal, it's getting late and I'm dressed like I'm going out, which I'm doing.

"Why are you dressed like this, Chaewon-ah ?" Eunbi unnie asks me

"I have to leave for a while unnie, don't you mind? It's quite urgent" I explain

"Are you sure you have to go alone? I mean it's getting late and you're famous" Eunbi unnie says

"don't worry I'm not going far, I'm going to the park on the corner, my mom wants to see me urgently" I adds

"your mother ? are you sure it's safe ? I have nothing against your mother but let's say that with what you told me and what I saw when I met her, I don't trust her..." Eunbi adds

"I don't think it'll takes long, in an hour I should be there" I reply seriously, trying to convince her

"okay, If we don't hear from you in an hour, I'll come get you" she says sternly

Nodding I head out "bye unnies and Minju" I says, leaving our housse and head to the parc.

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No one pov : 

Once Chaewon leave the house the girls look at each others.

"Are you sure it's safe to let her go at this hour, all alone and in her condition?" Chaeyeon asks the older

"no, I'm not sure but it's her mother and even if she's not nice to her I can't forbid her to see her" Eunbi explains

"What do you think she's gonna say to her? She hasn't seen her in 5 months" Yena asks them curiously

" I don't know..."

-----One hour later-----

"She's been gone an hour... and she's still not here, not even a message nothing... I'm starting to worry" Eunbi says

"let's wait a little longer if we have nothing in 10 minutes we'll go get her" Chaeyeon reply, trying to reassure her rubbing her back

"Unnies ! I'm hungry can we cook something ?" Yuri asks as she walks in the living room with the others two maknae

"yeah, I'll cook you something, who is hungry?" Eunbi asks, getting up and head to the kitchen

"Me!" everyone reply

"let me help you unnie" Hyewon reply, running in the kitchen with Yena and Yujin

it's half an hour later when Eunbi's phone rings, being in the kitchen Chaeyeon answers instead of the leader "Yes ? .... calm down... baby take some deep breath, where are you ? okay we are coming.. don't move" she hang up and get up urgently

"Saku-chan, Minju. Get a jacket and puts your shoes on, we'll get Chaewon, she's in the park crying" she instructs while putting her shoes on. Nodding the two, get ready quickly and head to the door "Unnie ! we 're going out ! Chaewon called us! we'll get her !" Chaeyeon yells

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Chaeyeon's pov :

"Unnie, Why did she call us? Why is she crying ?"Minju asks in panic as we walk on the street, there's not a lot of people out there, the better because we didn't wear a mask or a hat.

"I don't know, but I think she was having a panic attack, that's why we need to hurry up" I explain as we turn the corner and see the park.

" Chaeyeon-ah, do you know exactly where is she ?" Saku-chan asks me

"she told me near the children's games... but exactly no" I answer her. 

Entering the park we head to the bottom, because it is the bottom that the children's games is located

"I don't see her unnies..." Minju says as we look around trying to find Chaewon

"Wait, please don't talk..." Saku-chan orders, making us shut up...and indeed we can hear someone crying, we look at each other and we head for the children's game in which we can hide inside.

"Chaewon-nie ?" I asks softly, trying not to scare her 

"u-unnie..." we hear someone answer, confirming that's our Chaewon. "Girls, we're going to go inside" I say and slowly climb in the game, the others following me, I see her sitting with her knees against her chest, crying.

"Hey, Chaewon-nie... what's wrong ?" Sakura asks her, as she sits next to our crying fairy 

"unnie... I...she..."she tries to say, she's having a panic attack

"Hey.. Hey... take a deep breath" I told her but she can't, I look at the girls worried because I don't know what to do anymore. I see Sakura unnie nods at us and turns toward the cub

"Chaewon-ah, come here" Saku-chan orders her, carrying her and making her sit on her lap. Chaewon's back is facing us. " Chae put your head on my chest, I'm gonna breathe and you're gonna try to follow my breaths" she instructs, grabbing Chaewon's head and putting it on her chest, then she takes some deep breath "follow me...inhale... exhale, that's it... gently"

She made me fall more and more in love with her... yeah I have a huge crush on Saku-chan but that's not the moment to talk about it. I see Minju who is sitting next to me moved, she sits next to Sakura and Chaewon and rubs circles on Chaewon's back trying to calm her too. 

After some minutes, Chaewon is now calm and silent in Saku-chan arms.

"Chae, are you okay now ?" I ask her softly, earning a nod from her.

"Can you tell us what happened? Or do you want to wait a bit ?" Minju asks her

"she...she got a call from my doctor and...and he told her something she shouldn't have known... She h-hit my back a lot because she was angry, she told me she gave birth to a monster... U-unnies ... I'm not a m-monster r-right ?" She sobs in Sakura's chest.

"Of course you're not! You're our Chaewon unnie the greatest girl we've ever met" Minju reassure her, frowning 

I can't believe my ears, I'm angry right now.... How can she say that to her own daughter and hit her ? Poor Chaewon-nie

"let's head home...you look tired and you have to eat, you have not eaten at noon" Minju adds as she get up and leave the game.