When Will This Pain Heal

chapter 2: Fam

Its been too long I've been lost without you what am I gonna do? I've been needing you wanting you -Aaliyah (R.I.P)

Amber's POV

I know why yall keep wondering why everytime I speak abour my family I talk in past tense that's because when I was fourteen my family was murdered. I still haunts me till this day.God I wish they were still here.

My mother was Eliza Washington. She was a beautiful full figured lady. She kept up with her self. She was fully African American but you would think she was mixed. She was brown skinned with big beautiful brown eyes. My mom was a lawyer. She was a very determined lady, she was almost perfect in my eyes. She was the BEST mother in the world. My mom was my everything. She was a classy lady and had alot of respect for her self thats one thing she stressed to us the most is respect.Although my mother worked a 9-5 she still managed to make it home on time and have dinner on the table by eight. She was also an supportive wife.

My father was a great man. His name was Dr Fredrick Washington Sr. He stood 6'2 . He was a darkskin man. Hea was a doctor and stayed on his stuff. My daddy kept the house in order. He was a very brave man.

Our parents wasnt like the huxtables, we had our days and issues but they wouldn't deal with them around us. My dad was an acholic by night. It was probably caused by his stress at work. They didn't think I knew but some nights I would wake up in the middle of the night and hear them arguing. My mom would sometimes threat to leave him.I loved my daddy though so I didnt care.

I had a little sister by the name of Liyah Cameron W. She was my rock. I loved that little girl. She use to say I was her bestfriend. I always used to spoil her. She was seven when she died. She had pretty light brown eyes and curly natural hair. She was an adorable little ligh Brown skim girl. She got her way all the time. I miss her so freakin much.

I had a brother who was eighteen. He stood at 6'4. He was light brown skinned also. No lie he was really cute. If he wasnt my brother I would definitely talk to him. He had all the girls. He wasnt home that night our family was murdered. He was out with some friends.The day after my family was killed I got a phone call saying my brother was found dead and they needed me to identify the body. I was so heartbrokwn I didnt even go. I felt so alone. Ive been on my own sense I was seventeen. My familt left me alot of money due to there occupations. I dont even care nor want the money I just want my family back. Ive never been the one to question god but why me?

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A/N That waass soooo sad right? Omgsh im sorry but it will get happy. Im just trying to fill you guys in on her past. But leave comments

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