My Saviour

Part-29

**At night**
Jungkook saw tae was gloomy all day. He was spacing out. He thought to give him some time but still tae was not being his usual self and trying to act normal.
Finally jungkook decided to talk to tae before sleeping. They ate their dinner quite early.
Jungkook was sitting in balcony and tae was taking shower.
After sometime tae came out and was drying his hair.
Jk: Baby come here....
Tae went to the balcony and saw jungkook was sitting calmly.
Tae: yes kookie??
Jungkook gestured tae to sit beside him and tae did.
Jk: what is bothering you?
Tae became nervous as he didn't want to tell him the reason. He thought jungkook couldn't understand that he is sad but he forgot he can never hide something from his husband.
Tae: what are you talking about kookie? I am fine(little smile)..
Jk sighed and places taehyung on his lap.He hold tae's waist by his one hand and with other cupped his chubby cheeks.

Jk: Tell me( deep voice)..
Tae became more nervous..
Tae: H-huh.. w-what kookie.. it's nothing...
Jk didn't like the fact that tae wasn't opening up and became upset and angry..
He unknowingly tightens his grip on tae..
Jk: I am asking you what is bothering you.. why are you not answering? Moreover you are lying (sternly)...
Tae tried to remove jk's strong grip.. but jungkook didn't move..
Jk: What are you hesitating for?(he raised his voice a little)..
A tear escaped from tae's eyes .
Tae: k-kookie.. h-hurts...
Jungkook immediately came to his senses listening to his love's vulnerable voice.
Jk: B-baby I am sorry..( he started caressing tae's waist).. I am sorry for hurting you..i- i..
Jungkook couldn't comprehend a word... He was looking vulnerable..
Tae understood jk's feeling... He felt jk's distressed as this situation happened before..
Tae quickly connected their lips to calm down jungkook...
Tae lovingly kissed jungkook..
Tae: kookie please calm down....( Tae hugged jungkook tightly)...
After sometime jungkook pulled away and connected their forehead..
Jk: I am sorry baby...
Tae: Don't say sorry kookie (pouts)..
Jungkook kissed his pout away ...
Jk: Why don't you want to tell me what is bothering you?
Tae remained silent looking down.
Jk sighed..
Jk: It's okay let's sleep ..
Jungkook places tae on the couch and attempted to leave...
But tae back hugged jungkook...
Tae: I want to...(mumbled)
Jungkook smiled and faces tae...
He lifted tae up then  went inside room and laid him on bed .. He hovers over tae and kissed his lips .
Tae closed his eyes feeling latent.
Jk: Look at me love ..(whispers)...
Tae looked at him
Jk: I love you so much baby, I can't tell you why but all I know is I can't think my life without you ...and I want you to know that i don't love you for your outer beauty baby.. I love you for the inner you ..
Tae felt a wave of warmness in his heart...
Jk: And i know why you are sad but I want you to tell me... I want to listen it from you...
Tae again became nervous .. He looked away from jk and said with a low voice..
Tae: kookie i-i  am s-scared ..
Jk waited patiently for tae to finish...
After one minutes of silence tae couldn't control his feelings... He started sobbing. 
Tae: i-i am scared to lose u k-kookie... No-one has loved me like this.. only granny has cared for me.. i-i can feel how much you love m-me.. b-but I d-don't know if I can do enough for you..
Jk didn't stop tae though his heart ached seeing his love like this. But he decided that it will be better if tae will let everything out . So he patiently listened...

Tae: I don't know if I am doing everything c-correct or not..I am scared if you will be disappointed on m-me..i-i am sorry .I feel useless. i-i can't even kiss you properly.. I p-promise i-i will do better..i-i will try to learn everything..I will do whatever you say .. I don't want y-you to be sad ...
I know w-when I denied to make love in m-morning y-you became sad(sobbing).. I-i saw your face dropped...i-i am sorry..
Jungkook took tae in his embrace .
Tae hugged him quickly..
Both stayed in silence...

After sometime jungkook heard soft snores..
He smiled looking at his baby .
Jk: I promise baby I will surely throw all your insecurities away...(whispers)..
Jungkook pecked tae's neck and drifted to dreamland sniffing tae's calming scent.