July 2 2021
It's been a month and some weeks, but babe,
I'm here still crying. I'm still aching Superman.
I'm still asking myself why you had to leave?
Why you gave up?
Babe, was I not worth being tried for. Wouldn't you just fight a little longer? Was it so hard for you to stop going silent on me and just talk to me?
It was the silence that broke us apart, wasn't it?
But why babe? why?
Now I'm left here all alone,
Missing you every passing day, regretting and blaming myself for all this.
Now I even think I'm the one who pushed you that much,
but babe, I just wanted us to do better. I just wanted you to treat me right.
I just didn't know I was pushing you to leave me.
Superman,
My Cariño mío,
My Love,
My King,
I don't know what to say,
I wish I could even tell you but I know I can't lest you say I'm so desparate for you, but am I not?
Listening to your voice just now, makes it even worse.
It has driven me into a world of thoughts.
Thoughts that I can't find solutions to. And now I'm only crying.
Just like all the nights that I have cried secretly for you.
Superman, I miss you.
I really do but at the end I only give it up for God.
I know I might really want you back, but I know I'll mess it up again.
I only pray that God will bring you back to me, back to home when the time is right.
I still love you and I will never stop loving you.
One thing I know, nothing is gonna change my love for you.
You are irreplaceable in my heart.
Te' amo Cariño mío ♥️💖
Your's Love ❤️
©DL💖
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The Diaries of the Heartbroken
SonstigesThen the day came, and he left. My SuperMan left, Cariño mío left. Left me heartbroken and maimed even after all we vowed to each other. Left me tending for my britted soul all alone. What could I do? Just find solace in my pen and book. And here is...
