Writing down my dreams

The Game/The Loop

[Just a quick A/N, I don't have dreams everyday and some I just don't remember so expect slow updates. Also the people in the dreams unless said otherwise, normally do not have names nor do I even know irl. Also this is not a reoccurring dream, if one of them is a reoccurring dream as in the same dream has either appeared again or in a row I will say it has. The reason the loop kept restarting was either because I kept waking up(I can't remember) or because it just restarted in the dream.]

From what I remember when the loop started was when I was talking to my best friend and boyfriend(I assume). While I'm turned away towards the oven, my best friend stabs my boyfriend no sound or screams were made. When I turned around she greeted me with a happy smile as she took my hand, her palm covered in blood a knife being held behind her back as I asked her what she had done. She didn't give a straight answer instead saying, "Now we can be forever together" similar to a yanderes personality. I was rather smart in the dream, letting us lay down and rest before i took her knife and stabbed her in the back, keep in mind she can shapeshift and at the moment she was a cat(specifically my cat feets) when I stabbed her. She meowed in pain as I held her down with my other hand taking the knife and stabbing it through her head finishing the job.

The rest after that was a bit of a blur, I left the apartment building and ran to a warehouse and met people however I never saw there faces or what they were wearing since it was way too blurry. But then it cut off and I appeared back a bit before she stabbed my boyfriend, we were all just talking when I decided to make tea, almost like a cutscene in a game. This was when my gender was confirmed, I was female when I was normally male in other dreams sometimes female. The house was normal during the cutscene and during the first "playthrough" but now it was trashed, disgusting, and had bugs crawling everywhere. My boyfriend was under a blanket that looked scratchy and disgusting like. My best friend was the cleanest there including myself. So I walk over to the stove and when I get there I can hit ctrl to open a small menu  like thing or I can just make the tea. However this time around I'm looking for an option but my best friend forces me to turn back around and face her showing me that my boyfriend was dead again, her the murderer.

She leads me to the bedroom again after saying "Now we can be together forever, my dear~" almost in a sympathetic tone. But before I'm fully pulled into the bedroom the loop restarts. Same scenery just more disgusting, however this time the stoves screen(the displays the time) is broken not allowing access to the menu and when I turn around again my boyfriend is stabbed my best friend still holding the knife in his chest. Then the loop resets again. This continues a few more times the house only getting more disgusting as they always sit on the couch, my boyfriend always stabbed through the chest and by my best friend, and it always cutting off the same.

However suddenly the loop happens once more, the stove is finally fixed and when the loop started my boyfriend was already dead, flies circling him. She repeats something similar to what she always said, "We're finally going to be together, forever." Then she leads me to the bedroom she makes me lie down and then lies next to me, huddled up in cat form. I start petting her slowly grabbing the knife next to her with my right hand as I pet her with my left. She's purring quietly when suddenly I stop petting her and hold her down and stab her through the chest, no meow just shock on her face, and a reflex of her muscles moving. Finally I finish it by stabbing her through the head, her muscles relax and her eyelids fall down a little. I got off the bed as a crockroach started to crawl on there and I grabbed a book on the edge smashing it a bit before another came along and It hid and I couldn't find it, so as a solution I thought of the light from the oven menu thing(I supposedly used in my second run I think to get rid of one cockaroach but I don't remember so I can't say for sure).

So I run out of the room and go to the oven/stove, my boyfriends body including his blanket was missing the only thing there was a huge splotch of blood, showing the murder had in fact occurred . However I didn't seem to care much as I opened the menu, this was finally the time I saw it in the dream, I flipped through the menu unable to find it, there were 3 pages of large words on. Buttons some lit yellow others unlit and a plain dirty white. The last page included things like "RUN", "IT'S", "YOUR", "FAULT", "HER", "FAULT", and whichever ones I can't remember.(each quotation is what one button says) When I had swapped to this page once more, certain buttons lights started flickering and my eyes moved frantically over it, reading them and I seemed to be panicking before I woke up in real life.