The Girl Who Didnt Lose Hope.

The Ghosts Of Her Daughter and Lover

Some would say to "Move on and forget."
Me. On the other hand can never forget the two people I cherished the most. I can never forget them. Bekah. Alex. If you were to ever find this in your next life. Then I do say that..I hope your rest well an easy one. You both have made my life when you were around. A really fun one. Full of joy, laughter, and of course sadness.

Now this is where I shall say the joy of us. The trio before we were to become nothing but a memory.
We were known as "the family of insta". I hope I was a good mother for you, Bekah. For Alex, I'm still sorry for hurting you. I do hope though that I, was a good wife for you. I do say that. Even as a human, I do try my best to show everyone happiness.

I am no god.
I am no being beyond death.
I am a mere human.
Nothing more.

The sadness of the trio that had fallen was all of the it, was filled with lies. No one told the truth. Both of you were hurting, you both just didn't want to worry me. I understand but, even with your deaths coming close..I felt empty. You both say find happiness, guess what? I found them. I found the one person who could make me smile, laugh, help, and be there for. Her name? It's Asami. She used to be called Bunni but, Bad people used her. She is now gonna be protected by me and I don't have any regrets in doing so.

So, Alex. Bekah. This is farewell. From Jay, Your Prince, Your Mom, Your Number One. It was amazing being with you both. Asami and I will be happy for us. And for you guys. Love you. Sleep well.