Compromising Pain.

The begining

I read to my self every night and ask the same questions "why did I get taken? Did I do something bad" I had that love that couldn't be changed and no one could replace, when I was with him everything else was just background noise.. On my seventeenth birthday they took me. They tortured me for a whole year it got to the point nothing hurt anymore, when it hurt I was to tired to feel it or I was just getting use to it.

they would put my hands in boiling water, make me pick up hot rocks that would blister my hands and place them across the room while I was walking on broken glass and hot sand, they would wake me up with ice cold water then leave me in those cloths all day, they trained me to fight in almost every way.
if I wasn't quick enough they would beat me, to the point I though I would die.. they would comfort me telling me it's ok and not to cry.. that I was just going to be one of their weapons a pawn in a chest match.
These people are cruel, telling me no one loves me and that they all think I'm dead, most of the time I would hope I was dead because it's better then having these scars in my head.
Before I was taken by the B.R.U.T my life was so simple, so beautiful I just saw it as boring, I had a boyfriend that I loved so much and my friends where perfect with their stupid makeup...their laughs where funnier then their jokes.. even though we weren't popular we always had each other.
my family... My family consisted of hard working parents, my younger sister and then there is me all crammed into a rich persons house.

my sister was the complete opposite to me she was popular, she had a couple of boyfriends dating them at the same time and her attitude towards everything was like our parents could buy her out of anything, she was spoiled she was definitely the favourite, I didn't care, she needed attention where I would rather stay out of the spot light.

My boyfriend was on the sports team he played baseball mostly, he was so smart, one time he even hacked into every computer, phone well basically anything with a screen in it, we had an argument so he decided to hacked into all of it and put a Video of us...picture after picture with a beautiful song playing.. Oh my was I embarrassed I was half way through a PowerPoint presentation and every phone in the class, the computers and the big screen behind me played this song with pictures of me and carter together my teacher was so angry "RIGHT YOUNG LADY DOWN TO THE OFFICE!!" I think it embarrassed even the teacher, it was the talk of the school for a week but I bet after that me going missing was the talk..
The day I got taken I was walking home from school, I normally get a lift with carter but he had baseball training and I couldn't be bothered waiting, I had just read the short story "standing still" it was an English assignment "the people around us is what makes us glow" is so true and I was quite happy reading this.
Looking both ways before crossing the road something shiny just happens to catch my eye, not the normal glass in your eye shiny the kind that grabs hold of that voice inside your head and pulls you towards it shiny, I reach out for it 'zap' I was on the floor I couldn't breath I tried getting up but I couldn't, all around me was fire, everything was black and white, my eyes became blurry... A black van zoomed around the corner but I still couldn't move, I was stuck my body was glued then I passed out ... I woke up in a cage "a cage?!"

Opening my eyes was so hard I had blood every where, all over my body, my hands even under my nails, I lost my breath it was like someone grabbed my heart "what have.. I Done? What have I done?" I started crying sobbing and then hyperventilating even with all the sound I was making banging the cage..I heard foot steps " is anyone there?!" A woman in full black clothing wearing dark sunglasses came to me and unlocked the cage "it's okay" she said with a curl fake smile " that's your blood" This scared me much more then it being anyone else's, I frantically checked my body, there was nothing not even a scratch
she took her sunglasses of and clicked her fingers 'ting ting ting ting snap' the lights turned on I was in a cage, in a cage, the whole room was concrete apart from one window and not the kind that you can see day light through the kind that police have "where am I?.. How did I get here? Who are you?" I was so scared "you will see soon enough" she placed some clean clothes in fount of me and gave me a bucket of water, a cloth that was black then she winked and walked towards the window, she walked through the wall like there was nothing there..
I sat there thinking maybe there is someone behind the glass or it's not a wall, they just drugged me because what I just saw was impossible.. Wasn't it?