So the guy I have been talking about he hasn't messaged me in awhile. It could just be me but I got really paranoid and I kept havering the thoughts of "what if he found someone else." Then the thoughts continue to worse things like " I was just a joke to him and I wasn't worth his time." The worse part is I believe ever word I'm thinking because I've been hurt so many times that it literally scares me to get in a relationship. And if that isn't what scares me it's the thoughts that make me paranoid. Then I realize it wasn't my fault I'm an amazing person and they aren't worth my time and I need to keep trying to find that special someone.
(If you feel like I do and think like I do. Just read this and know that your not alone. Even message me if you have too, Because no social life and just remember your an amazing person and they'd be lucky to have you.)
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My Temporary Happiness
PoetryPretty much this is going to be my feeling and things I just think I need to write about in my life. If you are reading my book thank you and Stay Strong.
