With Dancing Passion

New Start ?

After 6 Months me and Roc have been distant because like he is dating this girl Becca and its right after i poured my heart out to him.

*Flash Back*

We were on a date for the 5th time this month and i was really expecting him to like me . We were at Olive Garden, eating and laughing , until a fan came up and Thats what ruined me.

" Umm Roc i dont know how you feel but i really like you . You just don't understand , your all i think about and want to be with . I think I'm falling for you and hard. " I said all in one breath

She just had to come right then and there after i poured my feelings out to him .

" Hi my name is Becca " she introduced herself .

" hello Becca " Roc said .

" hi " i said

" I was wondering can i get an autograph ? " she asked

He nodded . He grabbed a napkin and handed it to her after signing and putting his number down on it . I rolled my eyes . When i thought she was leaving she sighed and kissed Roc , he just kissed her back and forgot i was there . Everyone gave me pity looks as i ran out of Olive Garden . It started to rain and rain and i just walked home .

*End Of Flash back*

I hate the fact that he can just date anybody and not care of how i feel. Ugh the struggle is real . But the sad thing is he brings her EVERYWHERE ! And he knows that i hang with the same friends ugh i hate him . Like for example , tonight .

" Bowling ! " we all shouted but then i saw Roc and Becca pull up . Fuck .

" uhh I Dont think i want to go bowling any more " i said

" but it was your idea Marie ! " Prince said sadly

" i know i know its just i dont feel up to date "

" Dëjä can i talk to you ? Kiloni asked . I nodded

" Listen i know you hate the fact that Roc is doing this to you but you have to stay positive about the situation " she said

" but it literally breaks my heart " i said a tear dropped

" aww D don't cry " she said hugging me " things will get better i promise " she said

" fine but if they just start making out I'm leaving ! " i said

We walked back to the group and i locked eyes with Roc but then rolled my eyes at him and looked away . I wiped any sighs of tears from my eyes .

" Lets go Bowling " i said my voice cracked and i turned towards the entrance

" Are you okay Marie ? " Becca asked .

" Its Dëjä , and I'm fine " i said walking in .

" Uh Oh . Long Night " Prod said . I agree.

The tension slowly simmered and we were having a blast no negative energy , or attitudes . But then POW ! Roc & Becca started making out . Wow right in front of me . Thats it I'm done . I cant take it no more .

" uhh whew look at the time . I got to go uhh sleep get ready for tomorrow " i said.

" but its only 5:30 " Diggy said confused

" and you cant sleep early for shit " Beauty said

" then you hate when you wake up extra early tomorrow all because you went sleep early " Jacob finished

" well damn cant a bitch go sleep ? " i said laughing " but imma just go "

" please dont leave " Star , Doll , & Lisa sang together