I loved you and i thoghut you did to (60 reasons I love you)

I loved you and i thoght you did to (60 reasons I love you)

As Yamaguchi Tadashi watched his once lover jump off the roof he thinks to himself why am I not running why am I not saying anything, I did this, I love him, WHY WHY WHY!. "WHY!" he screamed as he cries as he walks over and looks down from the roof to see his once lover dead and bloody he sits there and sobs his eyes out till he walks home to see a letter on his desk little dose Yamaguchi knows everyone on the team got a letter too from the same person addressed directly to them as everyone reads the front of the paper

"To Yamaguchi" Tadashi whispers to himself
"To: Suga" Sugawara wishpers
"To Daichi" Daichi reads
"To Nishinoya," Nishnoya says
"To Yachi", she whispers
"To Kagayama" he reads

as all of the players read and confirm it is to them somehow as there all in their home they read to who its from in sync

"From Tsukishima," they all say some more shocked than the others but they cry as they open the letter

A FEW MONTHS EARLIER

The happy couple Yamaguchi Tadashi and Tsukishima Kei walk together hand in hand to practice as they reach the gym they greet their friend/teammates "hey" Sugawara the setter of the team greets them Yamaguchi and tsukishima waves they set their stuff down. when yachi walks in Yamaguchi's eyes go to her they stare at each other for a few minutes until Kei nudged him so they could go practice "what's got you so distracted" said Kei as the worrisome boyfriend he is "oh nothing just thinking I guess but don't worry I'm fine" says Tadashi quickly as if he was trying to cover himself. After practice, Yamaguchi tells Kei he's going to change and will help him clean up after as Kei cleans up the gym he nods and thinks nothing of the way Yamaguchi runs to change. "Yachi?" Tadashi whispered as he had just gotten to the girls changing room "over here!" Yachi says walking to him. when yachi gets to him they automatically start to kiss "I missed you so much" he said as he looked at the girl "me too" they both talk and giggle. Back with Tsukishima, he was getting worried bc Yamaguchi hadn't come back so he walked to the changing room, as he headed near the boy's room he heard laughing in the girl's room he thought to himself I'm the only one here it must be Tanaka or Nishinoiya snooping *Thump* Tsukishima hears he rushes into the room he sees Yamaguchi and Yachi kissing against a locker as tsukishima enters the room the two kissers stop and look a look at a soon crying tsukishima. Tsukishima cries as he runs out of the locker room "WAIT TSUKKI" Tadashi yells as he tries to run after him but Yachi held him back "let go I have to go" Tadashi says crying "no don't you love me don't you, we can just blame Kei for the break-up and that's why we're together" Yachi had said, as yachi had said that Yamaguchi had stoped struggling "Yachi that would be wrong!" Yamaguchi had yelled still crying but Yachi had not cared for tsukishima she wanted Yamaguchi and she was gonna have him and have the team not know she was part of the reason Yamaguchi and Kei had broken up. After a few minutes, she had finally convinced Yamaguchi. The next day when tsukishima had come into the gym he looked so sleep deprived and like he was crying all night everyone had their eyes on him he went to go sit down next to Kageyama but Kageyama had moved to another spot "what is the king to precious to sit next to me?" Tsukishima had said in a snarky tone but Kageyama had ignored him Tsukishima rolled his eyes. During practice, something was off and Tsukishima knew it whenever they were going to spike or just throw the ball they would avoid tsukishima or when tsukisima had blocked a ball or one of Hinata's and kagayams quick shots no one cheered except Kiyoko. After practice, he had gone to Kiyoko since she was the only one not avoiding him "hey do you know why everyone is avoiding me" he had said sadly "its bc they think you cheated on Yamaguchi" as Kiyoko said that he got mad "NO I didn't he did do you believe me??" He had said since she wasn't avoiding him "yes ofc I had seen the tape for the cameras and I'm the only one who can look at them cuz I'm a girl obviously and I tried to tell the team but they didn't believe me and-" Kiyoko gets cut off because of a soft touch from someone it was Kei he had hugged her crying "thank you" he had said.