Sasusaku: Support Group

Chapter 5

"I want you happy"

"I want you happy and to live on"

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Sasuke pov:

Kakashi began dispersing us in different areas of the facility with our partners. He put naruto and hinata in the classroom, me and sakura in her bed room and the other  three stayed in the room kakashi gave us the rest of the meeting to talk to our partners but the last 15 mins he wanted to recap and see if anyone made progress, and to properly dismiss everyone.

I followed sakura to her room, as she opened the door and walked to sit on the bed that I assume is here. She kicked off her shoes and sat Indian style against the headboard and pillows as i sat on the edge of the bed.

I had so many questions, but right now i just wanted to make sure she was okay.

"So, are you okay" i asked.

She nodded then sighed.

"I don't know sasuke, its like what ino said shouldn't have bothered me because i know what she said wasn't something she probably meant but, her words especially when she told me to jump off a cliff really hit a spot in me. Growing up bullied and growing up with distant parents, its all traumatic. I'm willing to get this help but if it's another year of bullying and taking shit from people why waste any time?"

"Well that won't happen" i said.

"How can you be so sure?" She asked.

"Because despite the different struggles we all are facing right now, we're all in the same boat, no one here has room to make someone else feel less of themselves, we're all here to get help per our parents, i knew ino wasn't in her right mind, she's basically hysterical right now, so all i can say is dont dwell on that, try to understand and try to move on, its healthier really" i said .

"Wow sasuke, who would've known that you were so motivational" she said in a teasing tone.

"Hush it up pinky, but do tell more about yourself" i said.

"Aht AHT I've spoken more than enough while being here, its your turn Mr. Uchiha"

I rolled my eyes, she's going to ask about my life, I suppose i could share a little.

"Go ahead ask away, i know I won't convince you otherwise"

"How do you know that?" She asked placing her hands on her hips.

"I've known you for a day, and i can already tell you're stubborn as a mule, if i were to guess your zodiac I guarantee you're a aries, a march aries at that" i said with a smug grin.

"What the hell! How do you know that!" She asked.

"You're easier to read than you think you are, now ask before I change my mind" i said smirking.

She had a faint smile as she rolled her eyes.

"Okay so you said you're here for depression, can i know why you're depressed? Or you don't want to go there yet, i mean i can totally understand, its hard talking about these things and it's extremely emotional you know what never mind I've meddled too much this is totally okay I completely und-" i cut her off.

"Calm down Sakura, i was willing to tell you, don't send whatever's in that head of yours into overdrive"

She let out a breath and a nervous giggle.

"Ahh sorry, i kind started overthinking everything"

I chuckled.

"I can tell but um, my depression, i kind of born with it, it was hereditary in my family, i was diagnosed at a young age and it took its toll on me greatly, i was prescribed a heavy dose of anti depressants, of course i took them when i was a kid because my mother monitored them, then as the times went on i felt they made me more depressed so I refused to take them. Then my father found me a therapist, his name kabuto, but I refused to talk to a stranger about anything, so when i turned 14 in 9th grade I stopped engaging in my activities I quickly lost interest in everything, i found a weed man and started smoking being high took everything away temporarily and once I realized that the high's I experienced would never take away how i felt mentally forever, i turned to cutting, the physical pain for days stayed distracting my mental pain. So it would be a repeat. Smoke and cut. I got scolded at first when my parents found out i smoked but I didn't care either way. They only just found out i cut which is why im here."