After Derek came home from seeing stiles die he sat in his bed room looking out a window the pain in his chest seemed to be growing more painful with every second that passed. It felt as if his world was crumpling around him tears fell down his cheeks he moved his hand to his chest wanting the pain to go away.
He sat there for hours doing nothing he stood up abruptly " I have to tell someone they won't ever find his body if I don't " Derek said to no one as he took off out of the room throwing the front door open and running out of the house heading towards Scott's house hoping he was their as it came into view he noticed no lights were on he growled " Scott where are you " he said as an idea popped into his head he moved standing in the woods as he let out a loud earth shaking howl his eyes glowed red then faded along with the howl.
Seconds passed then minutes he looked around for Scott but saw no one then Scott came out from behind a tree. Derek snapped his neck towards Scott's arrival.
"Derek what is it you need " he said looking at Derek " I'm trying to find stiles "
"You arnt looking hard enough " Derek said trying to control his shaking
" more then you are doing for him " Scott said glaring at Derek
Derek growled as pain and hurt filled his chest " don't say that I already found him " Derek said looking down
Scott looked at Derek and growled moving and tackling Derek to the ground " what the hell did you do to him if you hurt him ill kill you " Scott growled out as his eyes glowed gold
Derek looked up at him as his body shook he just started into Scott's eyes as tears slipped from his eyes.
"Derek tell me where he is " Scott said ready to hit Derek
"H-he is in an cabin about twenty miles south from here " Derek said
" Derek how long did you know about this " Scott said
" I found him this morning " Derek said
" is he okay " Scott asked
Derek looked away as he shook more
"No your lying he isn't dead " Scott said
" it's my fault he is dead you know I wish they would have killed me taken me not him he didn't deserve this death " Derek spoke I a whisper as he cried staining his face
Scott moved off of Derek backing away shaking his head as he turned and ran off disappearing into the woods off to tell the cops and his dad the new whereabouts of stiles
Derek didn't move he just laid there staring up at the sky wanting nothing more then the pain to disappear He lost track of how much time had past he closed his eyes as he thought of the first time he had kissed stiles as little images started to pop up and he thought of the night stiles had helped him and bandaged him up. After he fought with the alphas he bit his lip to keep from crying he stayed like that till he stood up and walked through the forest looking around as he shook his head " I can't believe he is gone " he said as he went into his house and to his room laying down and closing his eyes and escaping the pain the best way he knows of in sleep
