☆Pokémon Truth Or Dare☆

Important. please read.

HEYYYY 2022 ME HERE UHHH THESE VENT CHAPTERS DON'T MATTER THAT MUCH IM KINDA RESTARTING THIS BOOK LOL

Old vent ahead

Ok. So...this is gonna be a long one.
U don't have to read but if u wanna know whats going on with this account i suggest u stay. But please don't stay if talking about mental health isn't a thing that makes u feel good. I don't want to make u uncomfortable.

I will put //MENTAL HEALTH// when itstarts or ends...just so u can read but skip some bits <3

Lets talk shall we?

Who is Pikachuxy2?
//MENTAL HEALTH//

Pikachuxy2 is kinda like my Oc now.
When i first joined i got my name from an old platform i once used (now deleted so don't look) and Pikachuxy2 was supposed to be me. Notice how i used the word was instead of is. Well thats because i wanted to make someone more enjoyable, someone who would make people actually enjoy reading/seeing this. But i was only lying to myself and now i actually see that.

Wait- i should probably tell u about my irl self so u can understand better. Ok

Hi everyone Im Morgan, Im a 13 year old girl who just likes to draw and make people smile.
Im normally quiet (unless my friends are with me) and i like to keep to myself. I can be a bit sad and i struggle alot day-to-day. Sad right?
I struggle with Anxiety, depression and insomnia. im always worried about small things.

Im an introvert and i like to watch streams all day because i see no point in doing anything else.
I have Trama from when i was like 7 to maybe 9 ish which im not comfortable talking about here. So please don't ask. So somethings can really trigger and put me in a right state, i hate it. I struggle with school and all that jazz and me and my family don't see eye to eye, i also swear to much...yup sad.

Now this is what my oc is like

Her age is un-clear, name Pikachuxy2, is perfectly fine and happy, love her family and gets on with everyone.
School isn't rlly a issue, and is extroverted. And likes to keep moving. Hates swearing.

See the difference?

My oc was supposed to be mirroring my irl self...see why i didn't do that tho? Yeah...

What happened to weekly updates?

Ok soooo...things happen in life. Sometimes i see no point in getting up. I don't sleep. I hate eating now. I hate looking at myself.

//NO MORE MENTAL HEALTH// So ive been giving up alot of projects, this being 1 of em. And im grateful for everything its just that... well...

Fandoms/ why i don't update anymore.

...This book, its a Pokèmon Truth Or Dare book. Its a Pokèmon. POKÈMON BOOK. Not any other Fandoms.

But when i started writing this i was a kid. Not a teenager. A kid. And i realised over time Pokèmon ain't for me.

Why tho?