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Kang Seulgi

I woke up because of my alarm And I just took a shower and I didn't have any clothes to wear, so her mom gave me her dad's clothes which fit me perfectly

almond color shirt and black pants I always wear black and white clothes I never wear any other color clothes But Joohyun's mom said this color looks good on me, she said I should wear all the colors it will make me look more handsome And now I am going to the field behind the house and I saw from a distance that joohyun is sitting on an old tractor waiting for me I also sat on the tractor

Then Joohyun said "you are looking handsome, whose clothes are these ?"

I chuckled and said "your father's clothes"

She was shocked and said, "oh.....

"So tell me why did you ask me to come hare so early in the morning ?" I said while drinking my coffee And if you think that I have brought my coffee mug to the field then yes Because my brain doesn't work without coffee

"It's a big mess, my family wants me to get married to my childhood friend"  When she said that, I felt like my world stopped but I didn't understand why i was feeling like this my heart hurts, Dont know why

"So what is the harm in this, you know each other and if there is any problem then you will understand each other and solve your problems together" I said but I don't know what emotion to feel, I am not feeling anything

"Suho is only my friend, I don't like him, I love someone else I have been in a relationship with him since my first year of college, his name is park bo-gum, We even thought about marriage, we Will get married after running away, the family members will first feel angry, will taunt us, but they will agree later, I know they will accept us" now she broke my heart, It's only been two days since I met her, I shouldn't feel like this, I'm not stupid

"You should talk to your family about your boyfriend, It's not right to run away like this, Have you thought about what will happen to your parents, Every day they will ask themself the same question that where they lack of love, I know I don't have any family but I know how bad it hurts to lose someone, When you know they are alive but just not with you" i said sincerely

"they won't agree They will not like him because Bogum family wants him to marry rich girl And my father wants me to marry a person who likes me and not my money or my family status"  she said but I think she is crazy that she would like to marry such a guy, Even though I have never seen him before, I hate him already, I never want to see him in my life because if I see him anywhere, I will kill him

"Get all these things out of your mind for now, let's go and get ready and let's see what happens" I said and hugged her, I let go of her and we started walking in silence As soon as I came inside the house, my eyes were on the people sitting there.

Joohyun sat by her father's side and I stood by her mother's side, then her mother told me what was happening, I pretended to be surprised so they wouldn't know I already knew

Both family's were talking, and Joohyun was talking to Suho And I am just a stranger, so I went outside, There was a shop outside, I bought a pack of cigarettes from there and again went to the field tractor and sat there, i lit a cigarette and take the first drag and now everything feels good, I like to smoke when I'm not feeling good,

It was over 3 hours that I was here and then I saw Juhyun coming towards me She said "what are you doing here, i was looking for you, when did you come here ?"

"nothing i just wanted to have some alone time" i said rudely and i lit a cigarette again

"hey why are you smoking cigarette, it's injurious to health throw that cigarette away" she tried to snatch that cigarette from me But I raised my hand above my head, so she couldn't reach

"I have a habit of smoking, this is not a new thing for me, I smoke when i'm angry, stressed so you don't need to worry about me" I said and started smoking my cigarette again

i just want to go home, i will go home tomorrow anyway i have work to do in my company i have lots of meetings and hare I'm spending my time with strangers

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