'Ugh I feel like shit' I thought trying to open my eyes but to no avail. It's like they were glued together or something. I could pick up sound from around me tho. The sound the ship made, the steps of a person and their breaths getting heavier and heavier as seconds passed. 'Am I dead?' I mean I couldn't move my body at all, I wasn't even certain if I was breathing at this point. Hopefully I'm dead. No that's a terrible thing to say. But if death is this peaceful then I don't wanna come back. Stop.
'Maybe I should try to open my eyes again, this time it better work' With that said I successfully did it. Where the hell am I- oh yeah, White's room. They were pacing around, fallen in deep thought. I cleared my throat, making them turn around and look at me surprised. Their eye color has faded slightly and it seemed like they cried for hours. But the moment they saw me their face lit up instantly. "Black?" "I" White ran towards me, LITERALLY JUMPING ON ME and wrapped their arms around me in a hug. As I hugged White back they started laughing. "I'm so happy that you're alive I thought you died!" They said rising their head to look at me in the eyes. "Ehm what even happened tho?" I literally don't remember a thing. Last thing I know that happened is Red about to beat the shit out of me. "You don't remember?" White asked. I shook my head 'no' and they sighed. "Red punched you so hard you lost consciousness and I had to drag you to my room. You were passed out for so long that I thought you died! Andifyoudiedisweartofuckinggodiwouldvebecamethethirdimposterandkillredandbluemyselfjusttoavangeyourdeaththat'showmuchiloveyou" White spoke the last sentence so fast that they had to stop and catch their breath. Heh, is that why they were crying too? Why do I matter so much. I cupped their cheek and caressed their face "It's ok White, I'm alive. See? Not a ghost" They giggled at the 'ghost' part and layed their head on top of my chest. The scenery was perfect. White was lying on top of me, keeping me warm by their embrace and I was working my hand through their hair. It was surprisingly soft unlike mine. Heh, we're acting like a couple. And that thought reminded me of what I wanted to tell White back in caf. Can't believe I had the guts to actually confess. If it wasn't for Blue maybe I could've told them how I feel sooner. Now I have to wait for the perfect time to do so. "Hey Black?" White snapped me out of my thoughts. "Yea?" "Can I ask you a question?" Shit, please dont be about the cafeteria thing pleasepleaseplease- "Sure" I said. "Back in caf you were about to tell me something, but you know, Blue cut you off. You promised you'd tell me once we get in my room. What is it that you wanted to say?" White asked lifting their head to look at me. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck not right now how will I say this, should I say this??? Will I fuck it up??? What if they don't wanna be my friend anymore. What will I do????? What if they decide to snitch on me and throw me off the ship????? Questions after questions in my mind that did nothing but worsen my anxiety. "Um,, it wasn't important don't worry about it" I tried to brush it off but they kept insisting. "Important or not I wanna hear it. What could be so bad?" Sigh if only you knew White. "Fine but,, first sit up I wanna see your genuine reaction too y'know" White jokingly complained about how comfortoble they already got but still did as I said. Once I sat up on the bed too I took a deep breath and put my thoughts in order so I could make comprehensible sentences and not stumble on my words and embarrass myself. It's not like they'll behead me, right? "White I've been meaning to tell you this for a while, but I hesitated. As I finally came in terms with my feelings I now,, think that I can tell you. Just promise not to hate me?" For first words I think they're ok. They promised and let me continue. "I,, " 'Here comes the rejection Black prepare yourself' "I have feelings for you" The room fell silent after that, the only sound audible being,, nothing actually, it was quiet as hell. White wasn't saying anything but their mouth was open and their eyes widened. Did I fuck it up please god no. "What?" They whispered in disbelief. I decided to continue further, tell them everything that I felt "Since the first day I met you I couldn't get you out of my head. Your nice personality, caring attitude and the fact that you never left me only made me appreciate you. And that appreciation lead to romantic feelings and me falling for you. You're the most amazing person I have ever met and I love you so damn much. You became like a drug to me, I'm an addict and I need you. I feel like I can't live without you, I'm so,, I'm so madly in love with you. But I'm sure you dont feel the same and even tho it crushes me internally it's fine and I understand. I want to have you White, I want to have you forever 'till death do us apart. I,, I love you,," After pouring my heart out I buried my face into my hands. This was too much for me, why did I confess, I could've just shut the fuck up but noo. "I'm sorry you must hate m-" My words were cut out by someone pressing their lips on mine. This made me lose myself so I leaned in and deepened the kiss. This moment felt so unreal but so,,, unforgettable. White got on top of my lap which made me fall backwards on the bed. After that we parted away gasping for air. White looked at me, smiling. Oh how I love their smile. "I love you too" Hearing those words made me melt. Days ago this is only something I could fantasize happening but now it's reality. And I wouldn't ask for a better one. "I am yours and you are mine."
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Black x White | Among Us Fanfiction
Fanfictionthe title says it all btw this was written in october 2020, i put my heart and soul into this thinking it was actually good i was so dedicated to finishing this story, its actually my only completed work lol and because i was 16 when i wrote this, i...