Lifeis shit.
And there no pretty way to tell you I wanted to die. Its the way is.
Every day it's the same shit. Get up take meds eat rake more meds exercise make more meds and repeat.
Its stress and it's lonely.
The room white and emptier than my soul.its empty what I've come used to.
Emptiness.
its easier to lose yourself in drugs than to cope with life. And you may quote me on this my life sucks.
Family ditched when i needed them the most. That's why you can't trust nobody in this world cause even in the darkest times your own shadow leaves you.
My only relief is sleep. When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad, I'm not lonley. I'm nothing.I have stage 3 gastric cancer. And I'm alone with no one ,and I'm gonna fight until there is nothing in me.
The reason why is
I refuse to sink.
R.I.P~Makinley