Try With No End

CHAPTER TWO

I wish I was her

Pagkatapos ng klase, Dumiretso kami sa B.S Cafè, chill muna bago umuwi dahil sa nangyari kanina.

We decided to eat Bavarian cake and cappuccino, si Nathalia ang nag offer na o-order kaya s'ya nasa counter ngayon.himala.

This day is fucking pain in the ass, see? If I don't have a friend's here, if I don't have Nathalia and Selena here, Mas gugustuhin kong do'n na lang tumira sa papa ko!

Hindi na ba uso ang tanong? Tanong muna bago bumuga?

I took a deep breath as if this problem was really damn heavy. Well, it is!

"Lalim, ah?" Selena said.

"Try to be in my shoes, and let's see and count how many times you would take a deep breath while thinking about those mutt." I sarcastically said to her. She laughed at me.

Dumating na'rin si Nathalia kasama ang waiter na dala ang mga kape. Pagkatapos umalis ng waiter, nag slice na'ko ng cake at agad nilantakan. Habang kumakain, nag-uusap si Nathalia and Selena about something, busy ako sa pagkain ng cake kaya Hindi ko na gets yung pinag-uusapan nila ngayon. Nathalia was scrolling down on her phone, then she stop and frowned.

"Diba eto si Ella? Laman sila ni simon sa Twitter ngayon, rumored na engaged na daw!" I suddenly stop eating at agad rin naibaba ang fork. Nagtataka nila akong tiningnan dahil sa biglaang pag-akto.

For real?! Engaged?! Teka, rumored nga lang diba?

Nakitingin ako sa cellphone ni Nathalia, Nasa small round table kami naupo, kaya medyo magkalapit-lapit rin.

"Well, that one is true." Selena said after reading some tweets about Simon and Ella, nalo na'sa isang kilalang influencer na close friend ni Ella.

THEA@TtotheHtotheEandtotheA

They were in a relationship since 16 year's old! Now look at them? They both 21 now and still! Still strong! Ella, if you won't invite me into your wedding, that will be the biggest mistake of your life! Just kidding! Haha.

Ewan ko ba pero, bigla akong nanlumo sa nalaman. Engaged na, so you mean, malapit ng ikasal? Ang bilis naman?

Maybe, Simon is very sure to her, huh? Simon really wants her to be his wife? Simon is deeply in love with that girl named Ella? Simon is really serious to her to the point na aabot na sa kasalan?

Agad akong bumalik sa pwesto ko kanina, at natahimik. I continue eating my slice of cake, even though that I lost my appetite.

Thea confirmed it, they're really Engaged now.

Simon Raspher is my long time- crush? Crush is understatement. Pero impossible bang mahal ko na s'ya? E hindi nga ata alam no'n na nag-eexist ako e. Pero para naman akong bata kung crush, diba?! Hello? 3rd year college na ako!

Napabuntong hininga ako at napanguso sa iniisip.

But whenever I think of him, I always have a stupid grin on my face!

I giggled at my thoughts.

Napaangat ako sa dalawang kasama na tumikhim. Like this.

"So..." I trailed.

"You look like an idiot." Ngumiwi si Nathalia sa'kin.

"What a hopeless girl she is?" Selena sarcastically said to me, nginiwian ko'rin sila.

"Whatever." I rolled my eyes at them, in a maarte way.

"So, Sino yang iniisip mo?" Selena asked me.