Jaden hossler smuts

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So basically I am trying to live. I haven't wrote in a while now and I don't think I am going to .. I have no clue about my feelings at all so I have to understand those first. I know you guys prolly don't give a fuck about any of this but my life is kinda a mess. I just realized that I am 100% fucked. I talked with my mom about depression and things (I didn't told her that I have it) and she was like "those people are crazy" and I was about to cry. I am cutting again-.- and I tried to put a knife in my throat. If I will die I want u guys to know that I tried and I love all of u so much, I appreciate so much the fact that u rode all of my stuff. I love u❤️