Pretty hurts

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Your mom starts playing the video of you singing
You sit on the floor with niah kissing her head silently singing only with the video
Jason : my momma so beautiful
Joey: damn bae
Nova : fun fact we where in the audience
Adriana: also a sad fact The bodyshamed her because she was thick  and she lost hella weight but she gained it back she was the only girl with a big booty in the whole damn pageant
After the video
Joey bent down and kiss your head
Joey: sorry you had to go thru that baby
POV thoughts
Flash backs of you skipping meals ,constantly looking at your self hating they way you looked  making your self threw up, working out every day for hours crying your self to sleep every night depression came over you

Vale you hear someone say
You snapped out your Trans
Hmm you say looking around
S: you okay boo
Yeah you say flashing  a small fake smile 
V: I'm tired I'm gonna go to my room and sleep
Jason: I'm coming to mom
You got to your room and Jason jump on your bed and you Laid niah down and you laid down too in the middle so both niah and Jason could lay on you 
You wake up and see Joey niah and Jason sleep
It's about 4 in the morning you got up and went to the bathroom to pee
You thought to yourself I feel horrible I'm nauseous dizzy so you cleaned yourself up and sat back down until you felt strong enough to get back in the bed
20 minutes later you got up went back to bed
Fell back to sleep  5:00 *your thoughts *
I gotta throw up
I get up swung open the door and see Joey getting ready to shower you just threw up all over the toilet and on the floor
Sorry  ,you'd said out loud 
Joey: it's fine baby you okay
I just don't feel good j  joeys kissed your head
Joey: your feel hot 
Joey goes to get a thermometer and you took your temp 104.3
J:Okay go get back in the bed I'll put the kids in there room so they won't see you like this
You shook your head yeah and walked out picking up both niah and Jason walkin out the room and putting them in the beds
He walks back in
Joey: I'm staying here with you all bad
Don't you have a meeting  you said weakly
J: I had a meeting
Joey no those are mandatory go I'll be fine plus everyone here can help take care of me
Joey:I made a vowel Vale Sickness and in health I'm not leaving
So stubborn you say with a weak smile
Joey: I love you
You closed you eyes and fell back to sleep
Joey texted the gc
Joey : Val is sick so I need some of you to watch niah and Jason some to bring food  she can't leave the room  she weak 
So imma need. Your help going to  my meeting  getting foods ect I'm taking her to the doctor today and Sophia your coming with use
Joey POV
I got up and started a warm bath for Val she got undressed but I had to help her walk to the tub I got in with her and help bathed her and I bathed my self
I got out to some what dressed and I then I came back for her and got her out she got dressed and I did too  I feel so bad for her  I never seeing her like this before  she had on a big shirt on with shorts
And i had a tank top and shorts
TBC
Don't let anyone bring you down about the way you look your beautiful in every way shape and form love you .don't for get to leave feedback  in the comments or message me on her and please  vote 

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