the story of my life as a teenager

part 5

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being hated by a person for no reason...why? what have I done? 

I think its my fault I was too nice,well it seems that the gooder u get the.more.hateness

u earn. yes! im smiling but inside im dying im sick of my life I had enough of it. I wish I can just disappear.I wish I wasn't born.I really need to talk with someone or ill get back to drinking...thats what im going to do.. i guess