ds ; he loved me first

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mercury

daniel and i were sitting on the couch, he was telling me how much he loved me and i was the only girl for him. i felt a little bit anxious, daniels been hanging out with tiffany a lot recently, and they never invite me. when they do invite me, i they leave me out out conversations all the time. what hurt is when the waiter though they were a couple and asked why i was 3rd wheeling. i finally snapped back into reality when daniel called my name. then his phone goes off and i look at it quickly, seeing it was tiffany.

DS "okay baby i gotta go"

M "k"
i got up not wanting to be sad in front of him. i didn't wanna touch him. i didn't wanna be near him.

after he left i invited my friends, lexi and mila over. they already knew about everything that was going on between me and daniel. they told me that i was too good for him.

"mer, i think you should leave him before he really hurts you."
lexi warns me, i should listen to her but i really love daniel and have some faith in him.

"i don't know lex, i still have hope"
i say evidently stressed about the situation.

"we just don't want you to get burned again mercury. we love you"
mila reassured me before pulling me into a hug.

a month later

i was scrolling through twitter while daniel was at work. then my dms were flooded with videos and pictures of daniel and tiffany kissing at boa steakhouse last night.

i was so fucking shocked. it hit hard. i want to cry, and punch them in the face.

i want to mine and daniel's shared room. i stared packing my stuff. i hate him.

after i was done i left a note for him "don't wait up asshole. "

i got in my car and drove to milas house which was closest.

when i got there i broke down in her arms.
she had saw the tweets.

M " im sorry for not listening."
i sobbed into her arms.

she didn't say anything but stroked my hair.

3 weeks later

i was cleaning up my room in my apartment when i came across the box of letters daniel sent me when he was on tour. i picked one up.

hey mer,

i miss you so much, but now i can think of exactly 96 places i want to take you around the world. i love you, please be safe for me. your the only girl i'd ever want. i can't wait to come home and hug you. i need a nice romantic date. maybe at boa? Providence? Maude? anything works as long as i'm with my girl. i'd never want to hurt someone as beautiful as you. i swear on every star, to love you forever, and always my love.

yours and only yours,
daniel james seavey

if only this was true. "i'd never wanna hurt someone as beautiful as you" bullshit look where we are now. i cry every night thinking about the shit daniel caused. i hate him. i gave him my all and in return i got heart broken. how cruel do you have to be to be so reckless with someone's heart?


2 months later

after crying i decide to check instagram. daniels management threatened me to keep following him so they could tell everyone that we ended on good terms so no one would think he's a bad person. and of course i always see his posts. today he posted him and tiffany with caption "my lover" he might love her now but he loved me first.

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