we weren't just friends

Part 29

[since you heard someone knocking on the door you went to se who's that]

you: oh my cyp!
cyp: yaa surprisee ! i came to se layla
you: awe that's so cute from you, she's at kindergarten rn, but we will go and pick her up
cyp: okay that's great i am still so happy for y'all
you: hahah thank youu, also her first word was...
cyp: mom, sure!
you: nope! it was "husband" 😭
cyp: ur kidding me HAHAHAH
you: definitely not hagag
cyp: well that's strange
you: i know ! but i have to go to bathroom i'll come back
cyp: alr
[in that moment jackson came there]
jackson: yoo, brotha!
cyp: ayooo i missed u
jackson: i missed u too!
cyp: hah so how's ur daughter, hm? *smiles*
jackson: great! she has a great dad so mhm
cyp: yaaa, so her furst word was husband?
jackson: yeah😭 then she said momma and then dad
cyp: that's cool *laughs*
jackson: mhm isn't it ?

[suddenly, u heard someone knkcking on the door, again..]

you: jackson, open the door! *tells him from the bathroom*
jackson: *opens the door and shook* what?
ayla (the girl who was knocking): you f*cking piece of shit !
cyp: oh... *remembers her* he's a girlfriend
*now you came back from the bathroom and stand behind ayla*
ayla: i don't see her *says agressively*
jackson: turn around
you&cyp: now you see her
ayla: what the hell? who are u bitch?!
you: bae i should be asking you that!
ayla: just tell me
you: okay if u insist *smiles* i'm mom of jackson's daughter, and now who are you?
ayla: what? HAHAHAHAHAH girl mom of what?!
jackson: of my child. our daughter
you: who are you and what do you want from us?! *get mad*
ayla: ugh it doesn't matter anyways, jackson knows who i am...
you: jackson?
ayla: *she laughs trying to quarrel jackson and you*
jackson: babe trust me—
you: *raise your voice* jackson who is this?
jackson: she is—
ayla: yea, go, tell her
you: *just look at her then at jackson wanting to hear his response*
jackson: she is my f*cking ex and i don't even know how did she find me, i—
ayla: hahahah, babe, don't lie
you: *push her* don't call him like that
jackson: u heard her. only she can call me like that
*all this time cyp is sitting and just looking at y'all*
ayla: so u not gonna tell her?
you: tell me what? *look at jackson angrily*
jackson: i blocked you everywhere, how did you find me?!
ayla: ur still a good liar. just like before
you: cyp.
jackson: wha—
cyp: yes?
you: tell me who is she. tell me everything u know *you know that cyp's been jackson's best friend for so long and he knows that*
cyp: umm i, well—
you: it's okay, just tell me *all the time u look in the floor*
ayla: i can tell you who i a—
you: shut up. i don't believe you
jackson: sweetheart she—
you: u either
*silence*
cyp: she is his ex. when they broke up jackson blocked her everywhere but she found him. idk how.. they started dating for a dare..  but then—
jackson: i'm not scared to say i was the moon for her, but she was just like one of all these stars to me.
you: cyp, continue
cyp: so i think jackson never actually loved her and he was hiding their relationship, as you can see
you: and in the end, the fear of losing her was no match for his fear of loving her...
jackson: what!? bro. i've never loved her, idk what u tryna say !
you: i wanna say... somewhere between hello and goodbye there was love
jackson: mina please
cyp: ...she always wanted jackson's attention but he simply ignored her. the love he has for you can't even compare to love he gave to ayla. so u don't have to worry ab her. ayla, you can leave. we know what u want
you: that's it ?
cyp: i think u understood
you: but... why did they date "for a dare" ?
cyp: ughhh u rlly be asking too much ahaha, well we were young and just dare him to date her... i guess he couldn't say something, it doesn't matter at all
ayla: but he loves me, i know
jackson: say that again and i'll hurt you. i don't make rules
you: you don't. ayla.
ayla: what do u want? make sure if he's dating u for a dare haha
jackson: can u just *tries to hit her but cyp stopped him*
you: jackson... so that's why u said you hate names that begin with an "a" ?
ayla: i bet he didn't
jackson: yes, she is the reason i hate my life. she came into it and ruined everything
you: ayla, since we know who are you, can you just like tell us what do you want?
cyp: she came for jackson's attention, that's obviusly
ayla: i don't wanna say. i just came to see my long lost bf.
jackson: that's it- *pushes her and pulls her to the wall*

*you were watching that and almost teared up cuz u thought he will kiss her or whatever, but no... he didn't*
you: you promised... *smiled just cuz ur disappointed*
jackson: *says to ayla agressively and angrily* if u say anything more.. i swear... don't say i love you. you know i don't, i've never and will never. i don't know why i even dated you. i wish i could unmeet you. now go. go away. i don't wanna see you ever again in my life *turns to you puts his hand on the wall, around your head  and kisses you*

[ayla and cyp were staring at you cuz they noticed you "don't care". then jackson noticed it too]
jackson: babe...
you: *just look at him, feeling empty*
jackson: cyp told you the truth.. why are u sad?
you: i got the truth but i lost something
jackson: what? what did u lose?
you: i lost the trust.
jackson: what? why? babe i—
you: why didn't you tell me? u think u can't tell me everything? i told you every single thing from my life. even the things my mom doesn't even know. u know me better than anyone. ayla is maybe right. r u dating me for a dare?
jackson: babe i am so sorry... i was.. i was young. believe me..
cyp: he couldn't tell you cuz that was a part of that challenge, dare...
you: what?
jackson: *comes closer to you and kissed you on the neck* you're mine and only mine... repeat that
you: i'm urs... but obv she's too
jackson: ugh... i don't know what to do with you.
you: *smile and look away*
ayla: jackson *says nice but also very mean* i.. i love.. i loved you *turns around and finally left.*
cyp: oh my god... what did she do...
you: i don't care. jackson, u can go with her, it's never my loss baby
jackson; oh really? *laughs*
cyp: and if u went w ayla she'd probably kill you or something
you: *smile*
jackson: she's jealous too much😩
cyp: just like you
you: me? jealous? HAHAHAHAHAHA yes.
jackson: yeah i know...
you: let's go to pick up layla
cyp: ...and pretend like nothing happened!
you: i can forget but i won't forgive ;)
jackson: u mean....
you: nope, i mean what i said... now let's go