Claiming My King || Darkness Book #2 ✔️

Chapter 06 | Run

Liam's Pov

One month later

"Liam, I need to talk to you" Amy says out of nowhere and I hum. What now?
"Okay.. what is it?" I ask her not really caring for more drama. I've got all sorts running around in my head. From helping Angelica then Jason, to my queen now this.. fuck.
But I'm just hoping not to hear the words.. pregnant? Fuck please don't be pregnant..
"I'm-I'm pregnant, Liam" she says and starts to cry. Fuck!
Fuck! Fuck! Do not run! I try to stay calm but my hearts pounding. -Run-
"Are you sure? Like, sure sure?" I ask her starting to panic a little. My hearts beating so fast I don't know how to control this situation. She's pregnant.. She's fucking have my baby? Is it mine? How do I ask her that?
"Are you sure.. erm.. it's mine Amy?" I ask her awkwardly and she looks at me shocked and suddenly slaps me across the face. What the fuck?
"Of course it fucking is, Liam! What the hell do you take me for! " she yells at me crying more. Fuck. No. No. No!
She can't be, there's no way, I couldn't if fucked up this bad. Me.. a fucking dad. With.. her.. Fuck!
"I can't do this right now" I tell her standing and rubbing my hand harshly down my face.
"FUCK!" I yell beginning to pace. I can't be a dad. I'll ruin the child's life like I have my own. I'm so sorry mum. I tell her hoping she's here with me.
"It's okay Liam, I'm here. Talk to me its gonna be okay" Amy tries to say and I feel my blood boil.
"Don't ever fucking say that again. You hear me" I yell at her and she steps back. Shit..
"Liam, you're scaring me" she says and I swear I'm gonna explode.
"Stop talking.. You're not her. I need to go" I growl, feeling myself getting hotter. I don't even look at her. I just walk out slamming the door behind me.
"Fuck, this can't be happening" I say to myself shaking my head as I walk to my car. I feel my beast clawing at the surface. He just wants to come through and tear through everything and everyone.. I need my queen. Now more than ever. What the fuck.. pregnant!?
I climb into my car heavily breathing, my thoughts spiraling. Hows Stacey gonna feel about this? This wasn't part of my fucking plan! She's not my baby nor will she ever be her. She can't have my baby.. Fuck!

***

I end up outside the bakery and just sit there watching nothing but I see the lights on above indicating that someone's home. I wonder if Victor's there. I'd love to punch his fucking face in right now. Fuck!
My queen, I need you. I'm trying and failing to stay calm. I look and see a guy out of my peripheral and I look him over thinking he's a decent size. He looks like he could handle himself. I need to punch something. I start to rock getting more fucking angry thinking about the baby and Amy acting like my queen. I climb out the car struggling to hold myself back and I fight the urge to go to him then I see something up high and I look up to see her. My queen standing in the window. I stop dead feeling a sense of calm instantly just seeing her beautiful face. I wish you to see me and come out baby. I say to myself and sigh. Why did I do this to us? We could of been together now, happy and perfect but I ruined it like I ruin everything and now I'm miserable and alone. I'm sorry I made you feel like this. Karma is a bitch. I deserve to feel what I feel for putting you through this and so soo much more.
I stand here apologising for everything and feeling my emotions get the best of me. After everything I'm the one standing out in the cold fucking crying..
My heart bleeds for her, I'll take her back in a heart beat. Her baby is apart of my queen so I'll love her like she's mine. She's mine and always will be. Victor will not win. I'll always wait for her. No matter how long it takes. I won't move on because you will find your way back to me.
I watch her look around and she looks towards me confused for a moment. Then I freeze when our eyes lock, I watch as she leans into the window and I start to panic, my heart begins to pound. I want her to see its me and come out but I also want to run away and leave her to be happy. Like normal, I choose the latter and fucking run and hurt myself in the process. All because I can't be selfish. With her. I watch her open the window and realize that it's me before turning to run out I assume, so I jump into my car and start it up, gripping my steering wheel, revving my engine, I speed off before I do something I'll regret.. For her..

***

I drive and drive until I come to a dead end. Fuck.
I shake my head and turn on my lights now it's getting dark outside as I look around. Where the fuck am I?
I remember being at Amy's and her telling me she's pregnant.. Fuck! She's fucking pregnant! I don't remember what happened after that.. How the fuck did I end up here? Why does this keep happening to me? I climb out my car and look around seeing nothing remotely familiar and sigh heavily. I can't keep doing this shit.
I need Jason.. I get back into my car relaxing back and billing myself a joint. I need one after the day I've had.
I need fresh air and this joint to make my thoughts settle.
Turning the radio on, I hear a song that remind me of my queen. She's everywhere. How can I move on if she's all I think about. Even though I smile every time I think of her. I really hope she is happy and I'm not out here desperate and depressed for her. I might as well be back in prison. With that last depressing thought I sigh, ash my joint and call Jason. I need his help. He has to fix this for me.