Liam's Pov
She's happy! I tell myself over and over as I stand here in the hospital grounds. I have a chance to move on and be happy myself now. I know Amy loves me but I know I don't love her. I know I'm inlove with my queen but maybe I could possibly just care for Amy? Fuck, this is hard.
I walk away and climb back into my car with a heavy heart. I want her but I don't want to ruin the happiness she's made. I feel broken but.. okay. I feel like I want to break down.. but I smile.. fuck, these emotions are fucking me up big time.
Pulling off feeling my beast eager to come out. I need to calm myself and bring myself down but I need my baby to help with this part. Fuck!
Amy doesn't calm me at all. If anything she piles on more fucking shit I don't need. But there is something about her that I do like. Maybe is because she's different to my queen. But then again no one compares to Stacey. I can't fucking win.
***
Pulling up outside Amy's, I climb out and take a deep breath. I need to try harder. I need to move on. That's what I try telling myself every day. I understand why she drank so much as well now. It's hard not seeing her properly. It's fucking depressing.
Knocking on her door, I wait for her to answer and when she does I'm hit with a wave of disappointment. Don't get me wrong, she's beautiful, in her own way.. but me and my beast are not impressed. I need my damn queen.
"Hey handsome" she says to me fluttering her long lashes which isn't helping.
"You look good" I tell her and she blushes pulling me through the door. I guess she wants me. This, again..
She pulls me along to her bedroom and she tries to kiss me but I spin her around and bed her over the bed instead. I can't get Stacey out of my fucking head. I need her touch, her kisses not Amy's. Fuck, I just need to release this. I pull my dick out and pull her underwear to the side and slide into her wet pussy. Fuck! It's good but it's not my treasure.
"Yes, fuck me baby" she moans and I do just that. Gripping ahold of her hips I slam into her relentlessly thinking of my queen and how she'd be tightening around me constantly needing me. Egging me on. -This is wrong!-
I hear growled but it's to late..
"Fuck!" I groan as I cum to the thought of my queen. Shit what am I doing.. Is this how she felt after. I hate it because now I have to probably cuddle her when all I want is Stacey.
***
I need out of here. I can't stay here any longer. I'm not feeling any better and she keeps touching me and trying to cuddle with me and it's pissing me off more. I sigh heavily through my nose and look away from her intense gaze.
"I need to go, I'll call you" I tell her and she looks at me sadly. Fucksake.
"What's wrong Liam? You're acting strange.. again" she says and I clench my jaw, needing out.
"I just need to leave and I have things to do in the morning. It's best I go" I just say and she sighs looking away from me pulling up her cover. Feeling used clealry. Yet, she's the one who pulled me in here, and wanted this.. not me. I was just here to try feel better. Why did I ever try.
I roll my eyes getting up and sigh again. I can't just leave and not say anything. My mum raised me better than that. Come on Liam. It's not her fault I love my queen.
"I'm sorry, my heads all over the place at the moment. I just need some time" I tell her and she nods sighing again.
"Okay. Call me when you feel better" she says and climbs off the bed pulling on a robe quickly. Why does she have to be so fucking understanding.. fucking nice. Fuck.
"I'll show you out then" she says and walks past me towards the door. Great, the awkward goodbye. She wants a kiss for fucksake.
Waiting for her to unlock and open the door, I stand here impatiently and think just fucking kiss her Liam. It's just a kiss make her fucking day. I tell myself and she opens the door looking up at me. Do it.
I lean over grabbing her and kiss her. She moans into her kiss and I pull away instantly looking at her. I offer her a small smile before turning to leave. That wasn't so hard was it.. Fucking yes! -You're pathetic- .. Well, fuck you, motherfucker.
I climb into my car and speed of quickly shaking away the intrusive thoughts.
Pathetic, what because I don't wanna play fucking house with someone I don't love.
I hear a deep chuckle in my head like I'm way off and I frown confused.
-I miss her too- .. I sigh heavily and rub my temple feeling a migraine brewing quickly and I need my queen to calm me and my damn beast.. my fucking soul.
Glancing around wondering where I'm evm going when I begin to slow down noticing a shop that sells baby items and I immediately think of my queen and her babygirl. Shall I? I don't know.. It's just an outfit.. -Do it- .. I hear him say and soon start to climb out of my car walking into the store.
I look around and get weird looks off people because shit, I'm six foot four and build like a tank and I'm stood in a baby store.. alone looking at pink tiny outfits.. but I don't care. I'm buying something, we've made up my mind. I browse so many things my eyes hurt and then I see it. It's perfect for my queen's princess. I grab it in newborn and take it to the checkout.
Paying quicly, she hands it back to me and I leave the store walking towards a card shop up the road.
Walking into card factory, I go to the congratulations sections and find a card with a perfect line in the inside. 'You're Amazing' and I think 'ya damn right, I laugh to myself hearing her voice.. she is amazingly prefect..
I pay for the card and find a teddy bear packaged and head back out to my car smiling.
Jumping in, I pull off driving along towards her and I feel my heart pounding in my chest. What if I see her again. What if Victor finds the stuff first? Do I knock and leave? Do I just put them there and hope she gets them. Do I stay and let her see me. I don't fucking know. But, before I know it, I'm outside her bakery and taking a deep breath. -You can do this-
Pulling out the card, I find a pen and write inside.
Congratulations beautiful,
I'm so proud of you for becoming the woman I always knew you would be. Stay strong and hold your head up high and continue to take the world by storm. Show your babygirl how it's done. You're going to be amazing, my queen. I love you, forever.
Yours always Liam XxXx
Ending it, I pull out my letter I wrote her and put it into the card sealing it. Grabbing the teddy and the purchase, I make my way up to her. Standing in the elevator and I hope no one sees me.
The doors open and I can smell her cooking. Fuck, I've missed that. I slowly walk towards her door taking in the smell and place the stuff down. I take a deep breath and brace my myself on the door frame contemplating whether to knock or not. I let my breath out and nod pulling myself together. Just knock and go down the stairs. I sigh and do it hand shaking as I reach up.
"Good bye my queen" I say out loud to myself and knock before walking away to the stairway. She has her own family now.
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Claiming My King || Darkness Book #2 ✔️
RomanceDARKNESS BOOK 2 As the story continues, it's been four years since Liam left. Will he come back for Stacey? Will Stacey finally get the happiness she deserves? Well, we're about to find out.. 🩷💫 This book follows alongside Finding Ace and his sequ...
