Chapter 08 | True Colours

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Liam's Pov

Six months later

"I can't wait to have a cheeseburger, Angelica" I tell her sighing, missing outside food badly. I got so used to being out I didn't think I'd come back again.. not for someone else anyway..
"Liam, you're on remand, you might not even get sentenced" she says in her cheerful positive manner. What would I do with out her this time around?
She's making my time in here a lot easier. She visits regularly and I'll never be able to thank her for what she's doing.
Lastnight I broke down writing a letter to my queen, I confessed all and I can't even take it back as it's gone.. Sent off.. Done!
"I know that, but I'm ready and prepared for whatever happens" I tell her and she sighs shaking her head. I've come this so many times, it's getting old.
"I'll miss you too much if you go away" she tells me and I'm getting deja vu making me clench my jaw. I don't need emotions in here.
"I'll miss you all too, plus you'll visit me, its cool" I day to her raising a brow and she smiles.
"Of course Liam, don't be stupid. I'll be here whenever you want to see me" she says smiling and I can't help but smile back. I miss my queen visiting me. But she's moved on from these places.. Moved on from me..
"Right, no more moping. You're gonna do however long and come home to us. You hearing me" Angelica snaps her fingers at me and I nod. I want to go back to my home. The one where my queen waits for me. Fuck, what did I do?
"I'm hearing you, I'm trying okay. I just don't like this place" I tell her and sigh looking around at everyone. I hate them all, but Jason wouldn't survive in here. He can scrap but he's to sensitive and wouldn't handle it. I can do time alone.. and even I struggle sometimes.
"Times up everyone!" A guard calls out and I sigh, standing up. I hug Angelica tightly enjoying her embrace. These are the best parts of my time with her. Getting to hug her feels like my mums here with me. I miss her so fucking much. I know she'll be disappointed that I'm back inside, but she'd understand. With that last depressing thought, I pull away from her and kiss her cheek.
"Head held high bro, I love you. We all do" she tells me and I smile for her sake.
"Thanks sis, I love you too, and I'll see you soon" I tell her and she smiles up at me.
"Of course!" she says and I laugh at her enthusiasm walking away to go back to my cell. My new life for now.
Sitting on my bed with my head in my hands, I sigh feeling shit about everything. How did I end up back in this place again.
I never fail to let people down never mind myself. I'm loosing my mind in here. Again.. I can feel it, my beast wants to come out and play but I need out of here asap. I can't avoid to lose myself and become that animal again, I have to be there for my unborn child. Then, I will find my queen when I get out. I've had enough of all the fucking around. Happy or not. I'm taking her. I'll find out soon enough whether I'm getting sentenced or if I'll be a free man again. Hopefully for the last time.
"One, two, three, four, five" I call out as I do reps of sit ups to keep my mind distracted. All I can think about is how I'm gonna be a dad and how much I've missed watching my baby grow. All the appointments and scans I couldn't go to. Fuck!
I've seen Amy in a new light now though. She didn't come to court or visited me once. I compared her to Stacey before but now.. shit, she's got nothing I want nor need from her apart from my growing baby. Other than that where done. I need my queen. I will be nice and friendly for the sake of the kid but other than that, I'll pass. I have missed everybody else though. I miss holding someone and kissing them. Little things that I didn't understand when I was younger with Stacey but I fucking see it now.
Nothing is impossible. I have to have her back.

***

"Johnson, lights out!" a guard calls and I get locked in. I completely lost track of time. Fuck.
I climb into my bed and look at a picture of Stacey I have and my dick instantly gets hard when I run my hand towards it. Fuck, it's been a while.
I close my eyes and see her in my mind.. where in the safe house and she's sucking my dick with my ring on her finger.
"Fuck, so sexy" I say as I pump faster. I feel myself ready to blow so I slow it down and play with my balls instead. I open my eyes again and look at her beautiful face then slowly start to work it back up again. I think of how I fucked her in the pool and she screamed my name. Fuck, I miss hearing her scream my name. I think of my perfect treasure and how it looks and tastes. Damn, I can never get enough of tasting my treasure. I start to thrust my dick quicker than normal and feel my orgasm build up again.
I suddenly think of her with the garter belt wrapped around her thigh and how she teased me the whole visit and I wanted to dive at her there and then.
"Fuck!" I groan out as I shoot cum up my stomach. I lay back and just look at her photo.
"My perfect queen, I can't wait to see you again" I say to her and kiss it. I love you beautiful. I will see you again one day. I will be home.

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