Passage Two

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Date: June 11th, 20xx
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Am I selfish for wanting one day where it didn't feel like I had to worry about making you upset? It seems that no matter what I did, all I would get in return was a cold shoulder and the phrase you love. "Shut up". But when I do, you get confused. It's my fault though, isn't it? I do too much or too little, I should just be someone who says nothing unless asked, or do nothing unless told. I know I'm just holding you back. It's all I do. I should just leave again. It would be better for you. I shouldn't be near you. You would be better off without me. I should disappear. I need to. You don't need me, nor does it seem like you want me. It would be easier. Wouldn't it? I would think so. I don't want to say goodbye but I have to. For the both of us. 

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