Will It Get Better?

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Adina's POV:

I felt someone grabbing my hand and squeezing it tight, but i didn't know who it was. Then i heard my name by that someone who i recognized it was Nathan, "Adina wake up already,please Adina wake up." I wanted to open my eyes and even though i tried so hard to open them they wouldn't and i don't know why. "Adina i miss you please wake up,Adina please..." He said again. I wanted to tell him im trying but i can't open my eyes still i tried squeezing his hand but no muscle in my body would move. I felt paralyzed from the whole body. I don't know why this was happening to me what did i do anyways. I started to think.....and then it all came back to me. The accident. So am i dead, or am i in a coma? And what happened to my baby? Too many questions i had need to be answered now! "Mate give her time the doctor said she will wake up in an hour or so." I could hear Jay say

"But the doctor said in an hour or two she will wake up from the coma and its been 3 hours now." So i was in a coma and in a hospitol. But why am i not awake yet if the doctor said i should be awake by now, am i gonna die? 

"Actually sir we don't know if she'll make it anymore she lost too much blood." I could hear a man say i think it was a doctor. Wait did he say i was gonna die!? I can't die. I need to see Nathan once again and tell him i love him! I can't go away now! 

"But you said she was gonna make it! What happened to that?!" 

"We ran some tests again and we found out I'm sorry sir." And that's when i started cry inside i couldn't leave him.He squeezed my hand again "Adina please don't leave me you can't i love you so much, we were supposed to have a family together and my surprise to you was a big house where we could raise Kaden in and our other future kids. It's my stupid fault that you're here now and that Kaden didn't make it. I wish i was in your position instead you laying there you probably can't hear me and will leave me any minute now, but know that i love you so much." I could feel his tears dropping on my face. Then all of a sudden i got the strength to open my eyes I saw him and his beautiful face he looked surprised. "Adina you're awake!" He kissed me and i kissed him as long as i can because i felt my eyes closing soon, i was about to die i knew it. "Nathan i don't have much time but i love you." 

Nathan's POV:

"Nathan i don't have much time but i love you."  Were the last words i heard from her and her eyes closed and the heart machine beeped and went into a straight line. I knew now i lost her and i felt a hand on my back "Mate she's in a better place now." I heard Siva say but i could see the tears in his eyes everyone was there the girls were bawling there eyes out so the boys took them outside so it was me and Adina in the room alone. I still held her hand i knew she couldn't feel it but i didn't care. I lost the most important person in my life, no i actually lost my whole life because she was my life. Losing her is the worst thing that happened to me. I was crying now but no tears were coming out anymore i was tearless. I left the room but before that i kissed her on her lips again they were cold as can be, and a nurse came in and covered her head with a white sheet and took her to a different room. I left the room as well to my mates. Everyone looked up when they saw me, they all came to me and hugged me i didn't have the strength to hug them back i stepped away and left the hospital and went to the place that only me and Adina knew about. I drove for miles and finally found it, it was a underground lake that you have to jump down to see and in the wall there was this cave where me and Adina found one day. I sat there for what felt like hours and i thought back to the time where i first met her that day was amazing. I then thought to the day we became a couple it was a sad but happy day. Then i thought to our first kiss it was amazing and the best kiss I ever had from all the girls i ever been with. Then i thought to the day i proposed to her she at first said no jokingly but of course she said yes, that was a fun day. Then i thought about our wedding day seeing her walking down that aisle was the best thing I ever seen and it was also the best day. Then our honeymoon was magnificent. Then i thought to the time when she told me about the baby, that was a emotional roller coaster for her. Then i think about the time we found this place it was 2 months ago and we were just walking talking about the baby. Then i teased her that shes gonna look so fat and she pushed me playfully and i fell into the lake she thought i got hurt so she ran down to me and i acted as i were dead and she stared crying so opened my eyes and kissed her. She then pushed me down again and stared walking and saw the cave and went inside there. I followed her and kept on begging her to forgive me but she wouldn't look at me since she had her back to me. She then started crying, but actually she was pretending and i started panicking but she started laughing and then we were in a heated make out. And now i come to this day our last kiss and her last words, being with her was the best thing that happened to me even more then being in The Wanted and that's saying something. I already miss her so much and its been just a few hours i don't know how i'll last the rest of my whole life without her. She was my whole word and now she's gone.

A/N OMG who else cried!! I was crying writng this!! You guys thought she was gonna survive but no i have to be evil and kill her im sorry okay!! D: Its kinda weird killing her off since thats me lol. You guys thought she was gonna survive and they will have more kids and die old togehter but thats not what happens in real life. Yea so please don't kill me okay but there will a epilogue to this where you just have to wait for what happens ;))))) And well yea vote,fan,comment , share, follow on twitter @ImAdinaSykes the song is Missing You by The Saturdays i started being a fan of theirs since yesterday! yay 

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