"wor.." he grabbed me but I dodged.
"No, yin.." I said in between sobs.
He tried to approach me but I was scared and shaking as he hugged me. I pushed him, "don't treat me like this yin, I'm just a whore .." I said then wiped the tears.
"wor.."
"Yes, I am a whore."
I was suddenly frantic, I suddenly didn't know where to go. I looked at him intently and then kissed his lips. Yin looked surprised. But I'm not done yet, slowly I open my shirt.
"wor ..what are you doing? Stop.."
I threw his hands away and keep opening my shirt.
"touch me yin.." now I'm only wearing underwear. He shook his head and looked at me sadly.
"Treat me like all the whore you ordered, yin.." I pulled his hand and put it on my chest. I approached him and my arms immediately wrapped around his neck. I kissed him slowly from his lips to his neck, he just stayed silent. I unbuttoned his shirt without letting go of my kiss.
"wor.." he called me, his voice sounded hoarse then he embraced me.
"Please stop..I'm sorry.." I tried to stretch his arms but he forced me to stay in place.
"yin let me go.. I have to do my duty to you tonight.." I try to move away but he didn't budge.
"No wor.. Stop please..."
I pushed him and tried to open his pants but yin held me back...
"STOP WOR .." he snapped, I flinched and move away from him.
"please wear your clothes again, wor..please.."
"Please don't be like this.." he said while ruffling his hair.
I covered my face and started crying again. My self-esteem was crushed and I was very embarrassed in front of him. I felt so disgusted and contemptuous of myself.
Slowly I put my clothes back on. I saw yin seemed to be trying not to look at me, I wiped my tears and hurriedly left from there. Yin held my hand, "let me take you home, wor.." I push him away.
"No need yin.. I'm just a whore.."
I went far from that place, I don't care how I look at this moment. I can't afford to go back to the hostel right now. I walked limply to the side of the road, I found the bus stop and sat there. I see the night is still long, I sigh, I just made a trouble for arm. I glanced at my cell phone to call him but I couldn't do it.
And then, suddenly someone crossed my mind. I don't know what I was thinking, it just ..i feel this is not the best idea but it seems like this is the only way i have at this moment. Slowly with a little hesitation I called great.. On the third rings he picked up.
"Hello.."
"Who is this? May i help you something?"
I should stop crying but I can't..
"gr-great..." I said shaking between tears.
"wor .." he sounds so surprise and the only thing i did was only crying.
"hey hey what's wrong.. What happen to you? Wor.."
"great..i.."
"hey hey calm down..you need to calm down first okay, now you tell me where you are, let me pick you up."
Trembling, I explained to him. He asked me to calm down and wait for him. I just gave up and obeyed.
10 minutes later he called me and said he would be here soon. I waited patiently.
