Just why did I deserve this? (A High School DxD Fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Azazel P.O.V.

I still can't believe what just happened to him. My first stop was in Grigori. I talked with Shemhazai that he would prepare a room for Issei and Ravel. Then after that, I need to talk with Sirzechs atleast. He need to know about the state of Issei. When I finally was in the Underworld, I immediately headed to him. I was lucky because I also met all four Satans. When I entered the meeting room, I could tell that they were suprised to see me.

Azazel:"Pardon for the unexpected visit, but this case is very important. It's about the Red Dragon Emperor."

Sirzechs:"What happened to him?"

Azazel:*sighs* "This is a long story."

Ajuka:"We have time. We all wanna hear about the Red Dragon Emperor."

So I told them about the state of Issei. When I was finished, it was an understatement.

Sirzechs:"I just can't believe it that my little sister did this to him."

Serafall:"But this isn't your fault that she did this to him."

Sirzechs:"Even though, I feel very ashamed because of what happened to him." *looks at Azazel* "Where is he now?"

Azazel:"He is still at his home. I planned that he will recover in Grigori."

Falbium:"I see. I hope that will help him to recover from the past events that happened to him."

Azazel:"I hope it, too." *sighs* "Anyways, I will return to Grigori and help with the preparations for his temporary stay."

With that, I left them and teleported myself to Grigori.

Issei P.O.V.

It was now the next morning. I still hoped that this was just a very bad nightmare and I will soon wake up but the reality is harsh. I feel like I lost something in my soul and it makes me to cry about this. I am atleast happy that Ravel is at my side. She and other persons I trust are the only light in this never ending darkness. In my mind, I am walking a path through the darkness. I turned around and saw a door behind me which was closed. I tried to open the door but the door made a huge distance to me. I let my arm fall and my eyes were covered my hair. I turned around and followed the path because I have no other choices. During the way, I remembered all the things how we spent the time together. My first meeting with the ORC club, Asia's rescue, the training before the rating game against Riser, the defeat of Riser, the flight on the hippogriff (I don't know this mythical creature is called in High School DxD.) and so on. All this events were nothing to them. I really thought that I could trust them but I was wrong. They never cared for me and won't ever care. They only care for my power because I am the Red Dragon Emperor. Maybe I should just kill myself because no one would ever miss me. No, I can't do this. I would hurt Ravel and the other who really care for me. I am wondering why does it hurt so much that she yelled all those insults into my face. One thing is very sure, it can't be undone of what happened and be like nothing happened.

Ravel:"Ise-sama, is everything alright?"

Issei:"I have the feeling that I lost something in me."

Ravel:"Ise-sama, everything will be alright. I will make sure that you will recover from that."

Issei:"I really don't know if you are actually a secret angel."

Ravel:"You really think that I am an angel for you?"

Issei:"You care about me so much that you would even throw away your happy days for me."

Ravel:"Ise-sama, I told you that I always will support you where ever I can."