My Baby boy •Tharntype•

Tharn

Tharn's POV

"Are you ready" thorn asked and I nodded my head

"Are you sure" alex asked

"Yes" I responded

" I already called mom and dad" thorn said and this time me and alex nodded our heads

We all got out and walked up to Natasha's house

The door was still the same, broken

Alex opened the door and we all walked in everyone still silent

"Nat" thorn called out as we walking in the living room

"Go check her room thorn check the bathroom and I check the guest room" alex said and I nodded my head we went our separate ways

When walking into the her room I saw it was also the same, bed a mess, white stuff all over the floor but this time clothes where everywhere and her book shelf was a mess

I continued to search until I finally saw her

She was shaking and trembling while she had a towel around her shoulders, her body was presses into a ball, her head into her knees while she hugged herself tightly

I went beside her getting on one knees putting one hand on her head

She must have had a panic attack and is why she is soaking wet all over

When me and Nat was little we were inseparable so whenever I was upset or angry at her she always had a panic attack

At first when I would get mad she would just say sorry if it was her fault if mine we just didn't talk but when we got into a big fight for the first time was when she had a panic attack thinking I wouldn't like her anymore or I hated her, would leave her, and not talk to her anymore

She lifted her head when feeling my had on top of it

Whenever she had a panic attack I would always out my hand on her head and gently run the middle it always worked but when I wasn't there she would always just sit in the tub when the shower ran until I got to her

"T-tharn" she called out

Her eyes were blood red, her face was flushed, her eyes looked puffy and parts of her hairs stuck to her face and forehead

"Hm"

"I-i-im s-sorry" she said and she started to cry when I pulled her in between my legs hugging her small frame close to my much bigger one

"It's ok Nat it's ok" I said and she shook her head

"I'm sorry p-please d-dont be mad" she cried and I rubbing her arm to calm her

After a few minutes she stopped crying

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you I didn't know what I was doing I'm sorry" she said tears still streaming down her face once again

"It's ok Natasha it's ok but will you let us help" I asked

I can't demand her like last time because see how that went.. But mama always told me you can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped

As long as she wants help I will do everything I can to do so

If she doesn't I will still try and help but I don't want her to think I'm pushing her too hard so we have to take our time

"P-please" she said putting her head down

"It's ok Natasha we will help come on stand up I'll get you some more clothes" I said and she nodded her head standing

When she stood up she suddenly hugged me tightly

"I'm sorry t-tharn" she spoke in a small voice I smiled a little and hugged her back just as tight

"It's fine now" I said and after a few more seconds she let go and i went to get her some extra clothes

"Take a shower before mama and dad get here" I said and she nodded her head

I sat the clothes down in the sink and walked out closing the door behind me

I went to find thorn and alex

"What are you guys doing" asked walking into the room

They looked as if they just fought someone

I looked towards the ground seeing a passed out Jacob

Well he deserves it

"Nat is taking a shower now"

"Did she agree" they both asked and I nodded my head making them smile