First words

Chapter One (First Sight)

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Chapter 1

Sienna's POV

My name is Sienna Grace Miller. I am twenty years old. I write books. Granted I can't get them published, but I write them anyway. My favourite singer is Ed Sheeran. And I go to university in London. Oh and did I mention that I have not said one word in three years. It's true. When I was seventeen, I feel in love. It did not go well. I shut myself out from the world by not talking. It's anyone wanted to do was talk about it. I did not want to talk about what happened. So. Stopped speaking. By now I have forgotten how to talk. Everyone tries to teach me, but I refuse to learn. The funny thing is, you don't need to talk. People do so, but they don't need to. Whenever I need something, I can get it for myself. I'm very independent now that I don't talk.

My mum and dad tell me every day on the phone that I should learn talk. (I know what your thinking, why call someone who can't talk? Well I can't tell them not to, now can I?) Mum then rambles on about how big my sisters Aurora and Kiara are. Then I hang up the telephone and listen to Ed Sheeran and try to forget the pressure they put on me to learn how to talk. My friends Crystal-Lee, Josie and Julia say I'm a great listener though. Which reminds me I have got to get ready for the Ed Sheeran gig we're going to tonight!I completely forgot! How could I forget about a gig to my favourite person in the whole world!

Ed Sheeran's music is the only thing I trust. It makes me feel better when publishers reject my books or Mum goes to far trying to get me to learn to speak again. The lyrics understand me. I always feel sort of out of place by notalking but when i listen to his songs I feel okay again. When I get really depressed and think about cutting again, I watch his funny videos and the world seems a little bit brighter. I haven't cut in five months because of Ed and no one can really understand how much he saved my life. I would dead if it weren't for him. But I don't want to think about that right now. I can't believe that Julia got us back stage passes to his concert. I owe her big for this one. For the concert I slip into a long, loose navy top with black leggings underneath. I then put on my black converse and just eyeliner for my make up.

Exactly on time Josie knocks on the door to my flat. She has dark brown curly hair and tan skin. She is much prettier than I am. Tonight she is wearing a gold sequin top with gold leggings and gold wedges. Her hair is up in a in a ponytail with a gold hair elastic. One important thing about Josie is that she likes everything to match. "Hi!" She says engulfing me in a hug. "How have you been?" She inquires. I give her a thumbs up to show that I have been fine. "Aren't you so excited that you just might burst!" I give her a quick nod. Suddenly the doorbell rings and there stands Julia looking as geeky as ever in a t-shirt that says 'I <3 my familiars' with a peanut butter sandwich underneath. (I don't get it either) she also wearing black converse like me be instead of leggings she is wearing jeans. "Now that we're all here, should we get on the tube?" Julia questions after saying hello. "What about Crystal-Lee?" Josie asks. "She just texted me saying that she was sick," Julia explains, "Sucks for her though. She's missing out on a great gig!"

When we get to the concert I'm so excited that I'm holding Julia's hand so tightly that she tells to let go before it breaks. Suddenly the lights dim and Ed walk on everyone starts screaming. But I almost faint when he catches my eye, and sings Give Me Love, his eyes never leaving mine. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So that's the first chapter. Sorry that the last bit was a bit foggy, but I didn't know how to end it. I will update every Saturday if can, and if I don't I'm really sorry. TOMORROW IS PAUL HIGGINS BIRTHDAY (one direction's tour manger) AND TODAY IS ZAYNS BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT! Ed song that goes well with this chapter: Autumn Leaves

-Julia