Ruined and Perfected

Chapter 1

Payge’s POV

"Payge, Drew's here," mom yelled from down stairs, I can't believe it. I go down slowly, unsure of myself. Wait, before you know what happened, let me introduce myself. My name is Payge, well, that's what I go by at least. I am 15, and in 10th grade this year. Drew is my older brother. He is 21, and as far I could care, he's as good as a dead person. That's all you need to know, well for now at least.

"What do you want?" I ask him between clenched teeth.

"I just wanted to see my baby sister. Please forgive me Al-" he starts before I cut him off.

"My name is Payge, and you sure didn't want to see me two years ago, so I doubt that’s why you're here!" I screamed. 

"It wasn't supposed to turn out like this, and you know it. I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry."

"Leave! Go get out of my life like you really wanted, two years ago!" I stormed up stairs and slammed my bedroom door shut. This is the part where you need to know more about me. You see, Drew left me two years ago, after the 'accident'. I can't believe he came here wanting to see me. He didn't want anything to do with me then, so what does he think he can do, just barge into my life expecting me to forgive him? I don't think so. 

I was only in my room for about three minutes before I hear a knock. Drew walks in before I can say 'go away, and leave me alone'.

"You need to pack. You're moving in with me. We're leaving tomorrow. And no, you do not have a say in the matter," he states.

"What the heck are you taking about? Why can't I have a say in my life. Hello, it's MY life, not yours?" I say right back to him.

"You. Are. Moving. To. Malibu. With. Me. Weather. You. Like. It. Or. Not"

"Mom," I scream. She comes in to my room a few seconds later.

"How many times do I have to tell you that there will be no screaming in my house?" She says to me. Turning towards Drew, she asks, "Have you told her yet?" He nods his head yes. 

"First of all, I will yell or scream if I want to, and second, why am I moving?" I ask losing the little bit of patience I had at the moment. 

"We told you after you ran off and got pregnant, that after you had the baby, you were going to a different foster home, and taking that stupid baby with you. My son, however, decided that he wanted you. I don't know why though, because you're such a slut. I mean seriously-"

"Mom!" Drew screamed in her face.

"What? Don't look at me like that. It's true and you both know it. She ran off and had sex when she was only thirteen for God sakes. If that's not what being a slut looks like, than I don't know what does." After hearing her say this, I couldn't hold in my anger that I felt towards her any longer.

"I was raped you idiot! I'm not stupid enough to go and have sex. I can't believe you all saw through my lie and believed me. And just so you know, River is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and no matter what happens, that will never change!" Wow, it felt good to finally explode on my mom. River is my baby girl, she is 15 months old. Everyone just thought that I was pathetic enough to go and have sex without using protection. I really wanted to tell Drew before he left that I was raped, but I was too scared that he wouldn't believe me. Mom left after that.

"You were what?"  Drew shouted, clearly pissed off that I didn't tell him. "Why didn’t you tell me this earlier?" he asked.

"Because you wouldn't have believed me. Just forget I ever said anything. What time are we leaving tomorrow?" I said.