Destined To A Star | SaTzu

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A months later. They kept on meeting each other in the photoshoots, events, etc. It came to the point that they were meeting each other to a dinner or a bonding together. They become close friends after that photoshoots happens.

Sana and Tzuyu become close. Sana couldn't feel any nervousness to Tzuyu a little and she is now confident near with Tzuyu.

As time passed by Sana makes Tzuyu's heart feel weird at times, she just ignored it but the more she ignores, the heavier she feels.

She's really tired of this. She can't understand even herself. She can't sleep well every night. There's a lot things running through her mind. There's always a heavy feelings inside her heart.

Tzuyu is now in their dorm thinking deeply about Sana. She honestly told her unnies what was her weird feelings towards Sana.

"I don't know what's going on with this fucking emotions and feelings inside my chest."Tzuyu said placing her hands through her hair, she's now confuse of what she's feeling towards Sana

"Girl you're inlove."Chaeyoung said

"How can you tell?."Tzuyu ask as she look at Chaeyoung with a frown

"I felt that too... to Mina. That's when I realize I'm already falling inlove to her."Chaeyoung said but Tzuyu shook her head

"This is not gonna be a fucking love, I can't be fall inlove with her."Tzuyu said

"Ok? Base on my researchs, you can't stop your heart from falling to someone."Dahyun said with a slight smile, Tzuyu look at her confusly

"What is love?."Tzuyu suddenly ask

"It's unconditional and makes you feel good on the inside. You can trust the person you love and you are comfortable around them. It's like your heart tells you that it is good for you."Dahyun reads what's on her phone

"What else do you feel for Sana unnie? Be honest."Chaeyoung ask, Tzuyu look around for a seconds after answering

"When she's around me I felt a weird feelings inside my stomach. I feel happy when I'm with her. I don't know but I want her besides me. And I'm comfortable with her."Tzuyu admitted

"You are definitely inlove."Chaeyoung said with a smile on her face

"Am I really inlove?."Tzuyu ask

"Tzuyu don't be afraid to fall inlove."Dahyun said while patting her back

"Don't think negative, if you really love her fight for her. Don't imitate me. It hurts because I didn't fight for Mina, I was so coward."Chaeyoung said while looking down

"But you can still change what you two have. You can still come back to her if you are happy with her. You know I can see it into your eyes and to her eyes that you guys are still inlove with each other."Dahyun said but Chaeyoung shook her head

"Let's not talk about this."Chaeyoung said

"I'm afraid unnie, what if we are already together? What if someone dislike our relationship."Tzuyu said nervously

"Fight for her."Dahyun said shortly
"That's the best way, don't listen what the others say. They don't fucking care the important is you two love each other."Dahyun said

"Do you think she feels the same way?."Tzuyu ask

"What a stupid question Tzuyu, you're too numb to not see that. You didn't see how much her eyes telling you that she love you? How she treat you? How she acts when you were near her?."Chaeyoung said

"I can see in her eyes that she truly loves you. Sana unnie is a nice person she can be a perfect girlfriend."Dahyun said

"Now are you sure with your feelings towards her?."Chaeyoung ask as Tzuyu just shrugged her shoulders

"I want to be so sure with this first, I don't want her to get hurt."Tzuyu said, Dahyun and Chaeyoung nodded their heads

"I hope you will find out your feelings in time."Dahyun said as Tzuyu look at her not knowing the answer

"Unnie I want to rest."Tzuyu said and get on her bed, Dahyun and Chaeyoung just look at each other and get to the bed too

"This is gonna be another bad night for me."Tzuyu thought as she kept her eyes close

Sana can't get of her mind all night and day. When she's near with Sana she felt a weird feelings inside of her stomach. Outside she's feeling fine and calm but inside she felt her heart started thumping her chest, threatening to rip out of it's rib cage.

Before, she wasn't sure if she was attracted to her same gender but when Sana came, everything changed. She is confused, unable to sleep at night mentally, she feels weird feelings. She doesn't know what Sana did to her and why she's acting like this.

Little by little Sana is being attractive to her not in their first meeting that she found Sana cute, this time it's worst. Sana looks even more beautiful in her eyes. When she's near her she can't help but to look at Sana's plump, pink lips were making her wanted to kiss her badly.

She's an idol, she knows she can't be in a relationship with a photographer.

She also don't know if her family will accept her. Her parents are strict she's afraid that if she will tell her family they will might get angry to her. She's close with her mother and she is very supportive one but not in this kind of situation. She's supportive in many things but she's not sure if she will accept her as a gay.

She doesn't have much bonding with her father so she's more afraid of it when she finds out her true identity. It's funny because she, herself is not close to her own father.

She is not too afraid of the media. She just don't care about the bashers, she doesn't care what other people say. What she fears is the reaction of her parents.

She knows her unnies will accept her but the only real problem is her parents.

It's already 10PM but Tzuyu is still not sleeping, she used to fall asleep when she lay down on her bed in an instant, but now because she always feels that heavy feelings inside her heart, she can't sleep.

She sighed and look at her roommates that are already in their dream land while she is still thinking deeply.

A few hours have came, she finally fall asleep.