A V Y A N N A .

PROLOGUE 🦋

hindi ako nag dalawang isip na puntahan sya, I mean.. i still love her, and im still into her..

after a few minutes I arrived at avyanna's appartment.

Im on her front door.. and im getting nervous..

"huuuuumm.. okay here we go"

I knock her door two times..

"Come on open please" 

I knock her door again..

and suddenly open..i saw her face again she became more prettier as always..

" ohhh hey.. so uh is everything all right?" ohhh damn nabubulol ako.

I saw the dissapointed on her face and She's about to close the door.

"Wait dont close the door.. please just listen to me."

"Bakit ka ba nandito?"

she answered me in a cold voice.

"I didn't come here just to check up on you."

"then?"

"I came  here to talked to you about what happened a few months ago"

"past is past"

''Please listen to me, please"

Im literally begging to her ..

"okay ayokong mag mukang masama but. this is the last time"

"oh my gosh thank you, look im so sorry I truly am if i knew you were going to get this hurt I would neer have done it."

Hindi nako nagdalawang isip na mag sorry at mag explain sa kanya kaya tuloy tuloy nakong nagsalita.

"I didnt  realize it was such a big deal at that time"

She look at me on my eyes.. tinitignan nya kung nagsasabi ako ng totoo.

"but now looking back at it I realize I was an idiot.. I made a massive mistake but I promise you i had no intentions with them.."

"And?"

"They were just my friends"

"friends huh"

"look I was just told, I should go and see them. I know it doesn't sound true but I promise you thats what really happened"

"So you're telling me that im wrong huh? but you did some other stupid things that time too!"

I saw a tears slowly dropping into her eyes. I really hate seeing her crying. I dont want to make her cry.

"Yes, you're right I did some other stupid things too"

i look on the floor

"I should have treated you better a lot, you deserved better  I know that now, and when I look back at what I did it makes me angry.."

I look on her eyes again.. I want her to feel me that im telling the truth. at nagsisisi ako.

"I just think to myself why did I do that.. Why did I say that, I can't explain why I did those things.. or Why I acted like that.."

Shes Just silent.. i know She's letting me to explain.

"But trust me when I say I've really changed.."

"huh? really???" she smirked

"Im not the person I used to be, I mean that. Im not asking you to forgive me.."

"Then what? then why are you explaning this things to me? what do you want?"

"I just want you to think about us, What we used to be a couple of months ago we Were so strong together.. like Nothing could pull us apart. but recently we Just broke up. and fell off , we were both stressed.."

"Its all your fault" she said .

"Yes, i know and I made poor decisions and we didn't see each other as much as we should have."

I claim it all and Shes right.. its all my fault

"You have no idea how sad I was through that time."

"You have no idea too"

"Im being honest, I was crying almost every night.. but no matter how sad i was.. I knew you were in an even worse situation to me so even if nothing happens today.. I completely understand."

and there we go. She cry again with a lot of tears on her eyes.

" I really Just wanted to say IM SORRY  "

Umulan ng malakas. parang sinasabayan ng langit yung pag iyak ni avyanna.

"Ohhh.. its raining" I look at her again

"Well thank you for Just hearing me out..I better get going before I get soaked.. thank you for listening to me"

Nasabi ko naman na yung gusto kung sabihin sa kanya. kaya kailangan ko ng umuwi at gabi narin.

"acctually, pwede ka namang pumasok." she told me while not looking at me. and its makes me shock.

"huh? come inside? a-are you sure?"

"Bakit ayaw mo?"

" huh? I mean yeah if it's okay with you"

hindi na sya nag salita at tuloy tuloy na pumasok sa loob. kaya sumunod nalang ako.

its been a long time  simula nung huli kung pasok sa appartment nya. and i was amazed Nothing has changed.

"Oh wow! nothing has changed in here has it?" I smiled slightly

"hmmm.. yeah" tuloy tuloy lang sya sa paglalakad.

"Just walking in here brings back so many memories"

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oopss pabitin na muna tayoooo.. hahahahaha
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