A Thug's Babies

Chapter 67

Tania's P.O.V 

I woke up the next morning and the kids weren't in the playpen so I laid there for a minute thinking about what went down last night..

The man I disobeyed my parents for is cheating on me and sees nothing wrong with it.

I couldn't help but to cry and feel betrayed...

Once I got myself together I grabbed my hygiene bag and went into the bathroom, once I was done I went downstairs and saw Bri, Britt, Rez, Niy and the babies all sitting in the living-room 

"Good morning."

"Good morning, how're you feeling?" Brittany asked me

"Eh.."

"There's a plate in the microwave if you're hungry."

I shook my head no and sat down on the couch, I could tell they were waiting for me to talk

"You don't have to talk if you don't want to" Bri said rubbing my back 

"Holding it in isn't going to do anything but keep messing with my head." I said shaking my head in disbelief 

"The past few weeks, damn near 3 months BJ started coming home super drunk and super late.... Of course me being the supportive girlfriend I am, I just tried to help him cope with your moms death, I didn't bug him too much, started taking on the twins on my own, not really asking for help..."

"About two weeks ago he came in mad late, of course I helped him get undressed and in the shower...His clothes smelled like a female but I figured it was just from a stripper or something.... I asked him about it the next morning, he said some girl was all over him at the club so I didn't think anything else of it.... I trusted that he wouldn't step out on me.."

"Last night he came drunk once again.. I guess he was trying to sneak in the house but failed because I was downstairs waiting on him. He told me how he wasn't in the mood for my shit so I went off and told him I wasn't in the mood to raise the twins on my own, keep taking care of him when he's hungover, doing all the house work alone while he's out doing whatever it is that he's doing and he told me that's what I'm supposed to do" 

"I focused in and saw hickeys on his neck, so I said something about it.." My voice started to crack and I couldn't help the tears that welled in my eyes 

"He told me that because I wasn't sleeping with him, he found somebody who would... Like I bust my ass everyday, I make sure the kids are good every morning, drop them off, go to class, go straight to work from class, pick the kids up, cook dinner while he's not even home.. Feed them, bathe them, get them in bed.. All alone, and because I'm not having sex with him when he feels like it, he cheats on me.." I said letting the tears fall

"He told me I'm never there when he needs me, but in reality, he's never there when we need him... He hasn't been there before the twins went to bed in I don't know how long... I'm doing this on my own with the help of y'all.... All because I haven't had time to be slutted out.."

"Then he left, like always... Instead of trying to fix it he left.." 

By this point there was not holding back, I let out everything I'd been holding in from the night before 

"BJ's bitch ass knows better, he know's how mama felt when my dad stepped out on her. You don't have to stay with him if you don't wan't to Tee, shit I can hit up the lady who sold us this place and you'll have a place by tomorrow morning.... I'm sorry he's being such a dick to you right now... We'll get to the bottom of it though." Bri said hugging me