Dear Best Friend

Dear Friend
First off, I want to thank you for being my best friend. It really means a lot to even have such a good friend, even if it means nothing to you. You were my first real friend and I hope it stays that way but if you'd be better off without me, I'd understand. I won't hold you back. But I want you to know, don't go doing something stupid, so many would miss you. Your 'friends', your 'family', maybe even a random person who always wanted to be your friend but never had the courage to talk to you. The thought of you leaving scares me so much. I know I can act clingy, and I'm sorry for that, but that's just because I need someone I can trust. I don't know what I would do without you. You've always been there for me, even if you didn't realize you were helping me. Just seeing you in a happy mood can help me. Help me with so much. And all I want to do is repay you for that. Show you how much this world needs you. How much your smile can help a random person. How far in this world you can get, just by believing in yourself. Just by letting yourself believe when someone says how great a person you are. Just by holding on long enough to see. And I wonder if you realize how hard I'm trying not to cry while typing this. Please, this world needs you more than you could ever realize.

                                                                                                  Trust,                                                                                                    The one who holds on because of you.