" yes boss, the project will be ready by monday" I say and cut the call, throwing my phone on the bed.
It was Saturday and completing this would take more than a week , you thought, as you rushed to work out the calculation.
Working at the bank was the worst but I had no other option. My parents didn't help either. My father sent me to Seoul far away from the family. Did he even think about how young i was? They didn't care at all since I was the middle one and was known to be "independent" or whatever.
You were always called an introvert. You were the calm person who didn't like speaking to people. You had a hard time making friends and everyone called Y/N a shy girl but that wasn't true. You always had your own opinions on stuff.
All the work just kept on coming and my brain couldn't digest it all. Life felt unreal. Nothing went by what I'd planned.
Life was tough. I had to agree. It made me not want to stay. I think to myself every night, whats the point of it all? Just try to live and make money and not even like your own job?
I cant do this anymore!
Y/N FLASHBACK (TW: suicide)
3 years ago
"I cant live here. I hate this. I hate this" you scream in your room while you're alone at home. It was tough for you. Very hard, just to spend the days and all it gets is harder? You couldn't care less. You didn't want to live. Tears role down ur cheek and your head was about to explode. The stress, the severe panic attacks, being sent to therapy...you didn't want to live anymore. The window, the window, it was open. Air gushing inside. "This is it" you say while taking a pause for a second. You step towards the ledge, looking down through the 17th floor. "Nothing is scary, nothing matters in the end" you said to yourself. 1...2....3.
BANGGGGGGG!!!!!!
The door opened and you see your sister get in. You rush back to your bed hiding all the tears. "Y/N !!" your sister screams.
Y/N: W-W-what is it, Ana?
Ana: Wait, what's wrong?
You try to hide the tears back and make up a vague story. "Oh, its nothing haha, something got into my eye. I should have have kept the window closed" you say as you rush towards the bathroom.
FLASHBACK ENDS.
The thought of what happened that day comes to your mind.
I don't want that to happen again. Those suicidal thoughts came back, and it hurt real bad, but I thought about my sister. I was this close to killing myself.
"Will everything be fine?" I think , trying to find the documents in the bag.
"I need a break"
You dial in a number on the phone while vigorously plugging it into the charging point.
Y/N: "Hello boss."
Boss: Yes Y/N what is is?"
Y/N: I want a break.
Boss: Huh? Why would you want a break? Do i seem like a fool to you?! Go and finish the project right now!
Anger fills your body. There was no holding back. Listening to all his orders and all you get is insults and screams!? You cut the call abruptly.
"It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. I can't live this way, I want to go away"
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Fanfiction"Will you remember me P-p-park J-jimin" the question I always ask myself. NOT ALL STORIES HAVE HAPPY ENDINGS. (still ongoing) NOTE- (tw: suicide in first part kinda) this is pure work of fiction which I thought of so please don't think i relate to...
