Im 23 years old. I was raped a lot by my father when i turned 14. He raped me until the day i was 18 and then i moved out. I left my little sister lily behind... She was only 8. I just knew i couldnt take it anymore. When i was 20 years old i got a phone call... My dad was in prison and a little 10 year old girl named lily needed a place to stay. As her older brother i was excited. I hadnt seen lil squirt for 2 years. Anyways the real reason im writing this is because im now 23 and lily is 13. I dont think im doing this right.... I mean shes having periods and shes getting smarter then me because of her autism. And some things i really dont know how to handle because im still not fully grown myself. I dont even know how to properly live life.... I love this little girl... I want her to be as happy as possible. Im scared somehow im doing something wrong
